akio_zo
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Recently gave my all to my friend bcs she was going through a lot of shit, I disregarded my studies, my family and myself and tonight I find a vocal of her telling me how she's been talking to her best friend and realised that he was the only one who she could really trust, and she even specified that she couldn't trust me over him. When I said if done everything for her I'm saying like, answering her calls around 3 am, being there for her, skipping class for her, making sure she was supervised to not try anything bad and overall really putting my heart in it because I truly cared. And I know it's bad to feel that way but I feel like she still sees me as the last choice. And idk it kinda ate me off or something and they way she just nonchalantly says stuff like that throws me off so much.. idk how to feel about it
