akirana_uzumaki13

Y'all , I think I've officially entered my spiteful bitch era. I kept seeing the Abhiman Mpreg AUs on AO3 and Tumblr(it should be called Abhishek preganant AU cause where's the shubman part???)  so I started writing one on my own, but beware, I am a sucker for angst, so this one is extremely angsty(i.e. he finds out he's having a kid at the same time he's dropped from the T20 squad) So If y'all are intrested to read it, I might post it on wattpad too. (for those who are not comfortable with this specific trope, no need to worry, you do not have to read this, I have so many other fics which are not this trope). Also I have understood something about myself. I am horrible when it comes to attention span, because I have 3 active books, around 10 unfinished drafts(out of which 4 have become full fledged fics) and YET, I HAVE STARTED WRITING A NEW ONE, SOME ONE HELP ME FIX MY BRAIN. IT NEEDS TO CALM DOWN.

akirana_uzumaki13

@Cricketingheart77 okieee. I just gotta tweak it a little before I can start publishing(mind you I haven't fully written it out)
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Cricketingheart77

@akirana_uzumaki13 can u please publish it here as well , i don't have tumbler 
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akirana_uzumaki13

Y'all , I think I've officially entered my spiteful bitch era. I kept seeing the Abhiman Mpreg AUs on AO3 and Tumblr(it should be called Abhishek preganant AU cause where's the shubman part???)  so I started writing one on my own, but beware, I am a sucker for angst, so this one is extremely angsty(i.e. he finds out he's having a kid at the same time he's dropped from the T20 squad) So If y'all are intrested to read it, I might post it on wattpad too. (for those who are not comfortable with this specific trope, no need to worry, you do not have to read this, I have so many other fics which are not this trope). Also I have understood something about myself. I am horrible when it comes to attention span, because I have 3 active books, around 10 unfinished drafts(out of which 4 have become full fledged fics) and YET, I HAVE STARTED WRITING A NEW ONE, SOME ONE HELP ME FIX MY BRAIN. IT NEEDS TO CALM DOWN.

akirana_uzumaki13

@Cricketingheart77 okieee. I just gotta tweak it a little before I can start publishing(mind you I haven't fully written it out)
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Cricketingheart77

@akirana_uzumaki13 can u please publish it here as well , i don't have tumbler 
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akirana_uzumaki13

I dunno why I'm even saying this man, maybe it's because I am thoda sa confused. I read a lot of fanfiction, many fics of Ishman and Abhiman, and maine ek thing notice kiya tha, that in those fics, shubman is always like... toxic as hell at first, bohot arrogant, and also very much a red flag, and also, if they want to add some disagreement, it's always shubman who fucks up, like shubman who leaves or something like that, and this got me thinking like, agar canon compliant fics likhna hai toh you should be doing justice to the character's personality ryt?? because, not only do they make shubman toxic, they make ishan and abhishek overly... I dunno, innocent, bohot sa, and even when they mess up, aisa ho jata hai ki, it is not a big deal, since shubman messes up even worse. mujhe aisa dikhta hai ki power imbalance bohot hota hai yahan, and It's just my opinion, but thoda sad ho jati hoon man, jab mai aise stories padhti hoon, like plot will be so good, lekin aisa ban jata hai ki shubman is the one who fucks up, and makes mistakes, and has to beg for forgiveness, aur uske baad bhi, jab the other person makes a mistake(hote hai, agar relationship mai mistakes nahi hue toh it is actually very bad for the relationshp, learning is always important nah?), it doesn't become a big deal, shubman just forgives them instantly, and another thing, it's him always taking care of the other person, but care toh dono taraf hona chahiye, it shouldn't be like only one person is taking care, the other doesn't do it at all.

akirana_uzumaki13

like story mai bhi he is strong for everyone, and doesn't let himself show weakness(pathological people types ban jata hai, aur if that is the goal, then usko address karna chahiye, but koi bhi address nahi karte hai. again yeh mera opinion hai). aur yeh mera opinion hai, again, tbh I think the writers have written angst for Ishan(the contract thing and everything else) as soon as he had been sidelined by BCCI for no reason, and also for abhishek(the T20 world cup form thing), but they've never actually written proper angst for shubman(not after the 2023 world cup trolling, not after the entirety of the 2025 thing) even if they did, they were unfinished.  yaar I dunno why I'm feeling like this, maybe because I see in social media also, that shubman ko exist karne se hi hate mil jata hai sometimes, like he's so much of a nice human being in real life, and very lively and baccha sa, isko log mafia banate hai, toxic banda banate hai, and it's thoda hilarious, lekin this is just my opinion, maybe because jab mai fics ya novels padhti hoon, I get attached to the characters too much, ro bhi deti hoon, if my fav character dies. toh yeah... thanks for listening to my crazy rambling. agar aap ko  aisa lagta hai ki I am wrong, you can also share your views... but please don't hate?? I know ki they are just characters in a story, and they can be like any kind of personality, lekin I dunno why... mujhe thoda bura feel hota hai when I read them?? yaar mujhe samajh hi nahi aa rahi what I am saying itself
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pujjibhagbc

Hiee authorrr how are you doing? Exams khatam?

pujjibhagbc

@pujjibhagbc Omg JEE maine bhi di thi  all the best yawr don't stress you will do amazing okie aaram se exam dena 
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akirana_uzumaki13

@pujjibhagbc hello di, I am doing pretty okay. mere boards khatam hone wale hai, ek exam baaki hai, lekin JEE aur other competitive exams abhi shuru hone wale hai.<insert a plethora of crying emojis>
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mental_aarvy

Update when?

mental_aarvy

@akirana_uzumaki13 oh it's okay lekin tera english exam kabw khtm hoga?
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akirana_uzumaki13

@mental_aarvy sorry behen, abhi mera exams bohot hectic ho gaye hai. the teachers want me in school before each exam, toh maine soch liya ki mere english exam ke baad, jab mujhe 2 week gap aayegi tab mai post kar doongi. Thoda last minute changes karna hai
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mental_aarvy

Bhen mere chats kia visible nhi aarhe? Vro i've alot to share with you 

akirana_uzumaki13

@mental_aarvy kya hi karun mai?? I genuinely can't see the messages
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mental_aarvy

@akirana_uzumaki13 HAAN G ISS INSTA KI MKC 1000 BARR
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akirana_uzumaki13

@mental_aarvy aapko mere texts dikh rahi hai?
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mental_aarvy

Btw tere pass insta h agar h Tou  ka naam btaw

mental_aarvy

@akirana_uzumaki13 mainy v bhezzz diya msg request
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mental_aarvy

@mental_aarvy lo BHEZ diya msg btw meko msg krna kyunki tere dm m dikha rha h YOU CAN'T MSG HER Unless she follow you 
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mental_aarvy

Story request:Childhood OBSESSION Abhishek's been obsessed with Shubman since childhood and as they grew up his obsession took a massive length causing Shubman trouble but Shubman loves Abhishek too he's just not ready to face the truth Abhishek forcefully makes Shubman his boyfriend he's super possessive of Shubman he'd literally harshly slap Shubman in front of everyone if even a little bit of his waist was showing and if Shubman accidentally gets caught with someone else Shubman's dead 
          
          

mental_aarvy

@akirana_uzumaki13 mind read krsakty hoon yawr *flexing time*
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akirana_uzumaki13

@mental_aarvy ji haan, wasn't even planning on making it a happy ending. mai aapko puchna chahti thi ki aapko yeh wala fic mei happy ending chahiye ya nahi(glad you said no, or else I would've had to make abhishek try to be better)
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mental_aarvy

@akirana_uzumaki13 Btw the end won't be a happy ending okay? Like quite traumatizing Abhishek will do something that neither Shubman imagined nor any other cricketer or literally anyone the thing he did will give him an easier way to cage his OBSESSION (Shubman)
            
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