akk1ok

not like anyone cares anyway but... 
          	
          	i want to update, i really do but i want to kill myself right now. everything is hurting, so, so bad. i just want the pain to stop. im tired of being ignored, tired of being lied too and trusting people who dont care. 
          	
          	thats all i guess. 

Lonicericula

@akk1ok I disagree you are a wonderful person so far and you have a lot of things to do in life still and will most likely get better.
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babygirlisabliss

@Silver_Moon24 dont kill yourself.. its gonna get better, love. i promise you. just hold on a bit longer
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akk1ok

not like anyone cares anyway but... 
          
          i want to update, i really do but i want to kill myself right now. everything is hurting, so, so bad. i just want the pain to stop. im tired of being ignored, tired of being lied too and trusting people who dont care. 
          
          thats all i guess. 

Lonicericula

@akk1ok I disagree you are a wonderful person so far and you have a lot of things to do in life still and will most likely get better.
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babygirlisabliss

@Silver_Moon24 dont kill yourself.. its gonna get better, love. i promise you. just hold on a bit longer
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akk1ok

Idek... 
          
          I've like... lost... motivation to write... with everything going on, bullying, losing friends, moving, drama, etc. I just can't seem to find the motivation to write. Not only that, but my depression seems to be worssening and trust me, I'm getting help for it but it doesn't seem to be helping. I haven't updated some of my books in weels, and for others it's been months. But honestly, no one really asks me to update anymore so what's the point of updating if no ones going to read anyway? Anywho, my point is, I might just stop writing chapters for a very long time or just stop writing chapters in general. 
          
          I hope you understand, 
          
          ~Ana 

babygirlisabliss

@Silver_Moon24 i read them still. so please keep writing for me?
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-ashleypurdyfan-

When are you doing another chapter in the creepypasta story! O:

akk1ok

@AshleyFanny Oh, okay. Like I said, possibly sometime next week. I need ideas for the next chapter
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-ashleypurdyfan-

@silver_moon24 im talking about insanity
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akk1ok

@AshleyFanny Possibly sometime next week. I start school tomorrow, and I need ideas for my books. Are you talking about Insanity or A Dark Secret To Remember?
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akk1ok

Hey guys... I just want to say, I'm deleting social media... which technically includes Wattpad and if it doesn't then I don't care cause I'm deleting it anyway. I'm going through a lot right now and the only things in my way is social media blowing up my phone and distracting me from what I need to take care of. I'm depressed and I'm trying to help get rid of it, even though you can't because it's an emotion, but I can't do that with social media. So I'm deleting Wattpad and I'll post the rest of my chapter because until next time, this is goodbye

PurpleDemon04

@Mystical_Hybrid I hope you get through your tough times keep being great!!! I 'll be supporting you and if you need me let me know ok?. Get better!!
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akk1ok

Sunday- A Dark Secret to Remember 
          Monday- Insanity 
          Tuesday- The Deathly Death Eater & The Silver Haired Witch 
          Wednesday- HP The Bookworm
          Thursday- HP Twin Sister
          Friday- How HE Changed my Life & Fire and Ice
          Saturday- No Books/Breaks
          
          So that's my schedule. I won't always update, thats pretty much the days where I work on the book and update, make drafts or write ones