I really don't want to do the whole Internet fandom thing anymore
it's super immature and doesn't matter much in the long run in life. no one I've ever known has been into anime or whatever for more than a year, so I'm moving on. it's all made people more distant from me and in addition, it's stupid for me to risk the trust my parents have in me by fetishising gay men to please a bunch of people I don't know online. being gay is totally fine, of course, but angsty kids writing fan fiction is not supporting the lgbt community at all. if anything, it's just making people view the lgbt community with less respect
I'm currently planning out my own original story out of habit. I don't know, maybe I'll update the stuff I have now in the future, but I'm trying to stop writing my current stories in my head, so I doubt it.
sorry
thanks for any additional views. if you want to know how a story was going to end just in case, shoot me a message