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turns out the free premium i had won has ran out. ads will be the death of me 

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i used to be so unaffected by books like someone could die and i wouldnt even care that much. now if it ends where they arent all living happily in one big house together with no unhealed trauma or dead characters i will feel physically sick and cry. 
          
          like petition for authors to stop making their characters have a slightly unperfect ending. i dont even care if a book is better with a sad one because the character needs it. 
          
          you control it so just make them eternally happy and then life is great :)))

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guys i lowkey love just writing a book for myself like i never finish it but its so fun. always the same names because im unoriginal lmao but like yes i did just write ten chapters and then a heartbreaking end scene just because i like making myself cry

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ugh i hate when i want to reread this book i read years ago but never finished because it was still ongoing at the time but now ive forgotten everything that happened. 
          
          but not everything like i remember half of it so to reread every chapter is going to bore me but like i cant just start off where i last finished

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all i do on this app is cry i swear. why am i sobbing over fictional characters that i cant even picture like what?? 
          
          in my head theyre simply their personality how on earth am i mourning that?? 
          
          petition for books to disclaim its heartbreaking ending before i get excited when i see it has an epilogue  
          
          like why am i reading an epilogue consisting of everyone moving on without the person but the love interest never truly moves on.