alandoflimbo

Not sure who still reads my works since i’ve been inactive, but I wanted to hop on and say hello to you all and let you know that I miss you. I welcomed a baby girl into the world and it’s been very busy as you can imagine. I hope you’re all doing well!

I was in the middle of reading the oc version of take it back earlier today. i went back on to wattpad like 10 mins ago and the story was gone and i couldn’t find it anywhere not even the x reader version on my reading list I STARTED PANICKING thank goodness for google i searched “take it back bucky barnes x oc wattpad” and it took me right to your page. i was literally about to cry because i was nearly done. i’ve read the book before but i was nearly done but im glad i found the x reader version cause i couldn’t even find your account 

That is probably weird but did u got insta or facebook? I’m really comfortable with your stories (re-reading them if I’m in a bad situation). If u want I could add you or give you mine but u don’t have too

Do you use Instagram if yes can you please tellme your id?

Hey 
          Did you took down other stories of your's cause I can't find them and please tell you are going to post them back? 

I’ll try to have the next update up as soon as possible! I know a majority of you prefer to read completed works and I’m working hard to get that for you! ❤️ love you all a lot.

Hope you guys enjoyed the latest update! This one had some Easter eggs. One of them being we saw that interview with George and Ashlyn  again, similar to the one in the chapter Work Song in the first Take It Back, but did you notice how different it is when some of the points came from Ashlyn’s POV this time? Did you catch the differences? Would also love to hear your guys opinion on Connor. He’ll play a huge part in this going forward. Like I said, some of these flashbacks scenes in the beginning of this story will feel similar but they really aren’t. Very important to read carefully. 
          
          Next chapter is one I’m very excited for. Remember the year where Bucky and Reader got close while Ashlyn was away that we didn’t see? Ashlyn’s work trips and what happened at that New Years party that Steve and Reader kissed? We are about to see that full journey. 
          
          Thanks again to everyone who read the recent update carefully and again feedback is always appreciated! 

Hope not too many people lost interest in TIB2 because of my delays. I have stuff approaching on the horizon! And also to illiterate what I told someone earlier who asked me if TIB2 is even important…yes. It’s essential. 
          
          There’s things that happened that you don’t know happened, and also the different sides. The different scenes we never got to saw and how they might change your view of not just some of the plot but the characters as well. Not necessarily changing the story at all, but adding the filling. The story is more complex and heartbreaking than it seems. Especially from Bucky’s and Ashlyn’s side. Don’t even get me started on Steve and Nat. And how that will play into Bucky x Reader is very important. I do think it’s an extremely important read if you’ve read the first one. I’m even considering making it optional for people that haven’t read the first one yet that they can opt into reading TIB2 first and then TIB if they want, but not suggested. But I know people will go back and read the first one with somewhat a different look after reading this one. Hence the not suggested lol; two experiences. But that’s how it will play into each other so much and how important it is. The His in His Story definitely applies to multiple characters. Not just Bucky. Stuff coming soon I promise. Now that Ashens has been wrapped up, it should be smooth sailing from here. 

I think author was hacked. Someone left a suspicious message on her tumblr a few weeks ago saying they took her accounts and she stopped answering messages. She also has not updated. I feel for her and I hope it’s not true. Her work is amazing. 

As much as I love creating new fics and try really hard to make something I love, I feel like I will never write anything like Take It Back, which kind of upsets me, but at the same time, it doesn’t. To this day, I still don’t know how I wrote that thing. There’s so much about it that at times I kind of have this out of body thing where I stare at it and I’m like, did I write this in a fever dream? Even the playlist…it just clicks. I didn’t think twice about any of it and hadn’t made a change since.
          
          I only remember the experience while I was writing it but the way it just unraveled and how it came to be, I don’t think I’ll ever experience something like that again with another project. I also don’t think there will be any other that will come close as well. It upsets me because it’s always that one and I’d wish to experience it again, but at the same time that story is my fucking baby. You guys have no idea. I will make new projects and say that new one is my new passion project, but Take It Back lives in the twists and turns of my writing soul. I still can’t believe I wrote that thing and still can’t believe you guys still read it, too. 
          
          I know I’m fucking ranting right now but I feel like I never expressed this before in this way. Like I still don’t know how I wrote that thing. I didn’t even have an outline for it. It literally was my damn diary of emotions for two years.  
          
          I also want to add again, even though I know I’ve been saying it for years, but I really from the bottom of my heart want to thank every single one of you who gave it a chance. I know there was so many out there who initially turned away from it because it had cheating, but then you still have it a chance and ended up liking it. I know how hard that was for some of you and it still is for some, but I truly thank you for giving it a chance. Forever thankful for the journey that story took me and wherever else it might lead to in the future.