⚠️TW: Vent, Mentions of SH, Depression, Possible Obsession⚠️
POV: You just lost one of your closest internet friends just because their parents found out they reposted a vent post and forced them to delete Instagram and now you're mourning them and waiting for them to come back, knowing damn well they won't and yet you keep messaging them, asking and begging for them to come back, reposting everything they made, commenting for them to come back, looking at all your chats again, taking screenshots of every one of their texts, every one of their pictures, screen-recording every one of their vids, recording every one of their voice recordings, rewatching every reel they sent you, recalling the only call you two ever had, watching the vids they always recommended but you never had time to watch, voicing over every text how they would say it, having an insatiable urge to go visit them, even if you can't, wanting to download Discord early just to talk again, missing them so much that you can't even breathe properly, getting self-injury instincts again, contacts getting smaller, responses always blanking, zoning out more, and getting hit by possible depression, all because of a dare you gave them and you knowing it's most definitely your fault, they won't forgive you, and that you might never meet each other again...