Lazy feeling Sad

Dayum its been a while since I logged on here.
          
          Hiya peeps! hope you guys are doing well :) Me? Oh! I've been busy with the usual. School, thesis more school, more thesis, my nonexistent love life, more school, more thesis, coding, y'all know the drill.
          
          I kind of miss writing fanfiction tho... I haven't updated any of my books and it sucks that my life has been way too busy that I have to step out of the writing community for a hot while. But there are times when I feel like I'm motivated enough to make the time to write again, but this time, I would like to write original stories of my own. Could be fun, making my wildest delulu dreams come to life, using my own characters and my own settings to tell a tale.
          
          Hmmm... I might do it someday. Maybe

I love ur art Book and ur art style, i hope u can give me tips on improving my art style

You okay? You haven't updated in a while.

To my Favorite Person,
          
          How did a simple conversation with you escalate into something so big in just a matter of weeks? I honestly thought I would never get to talk to you again, that I will have to live a life without you. But here we are, a month in to our slow paced conversations, and I just continue to keep on falling in-love with you. I literally could talk to any other guy out there, someone who replies faster, or has more time to talk and get to know me. But even with all that, I knew I would still choose you. You have that pull over me, and no matter how hard I try, I cannot escape it. Not that I want to anyways.
          
          I am enjoying our time together, but that is something I will not admit in person. I do not want you thinking that Im some kind of obsessed ex, but maybe iI am. Just a little bit.

How's life

UR SO GOOD AT DRAWING! I read ur book of art and I was wondering if u could give me tips???

Sorry I haven't been writing much y'all :< Just busy with college 

COLLEGE SUCKS T^T

License, if it's not a hassle I could translate your Luka COFFAINE scenarios 

To my Favorite Person, 
          
          In three days I'm going to be moving out. After some arguing and fighting with my dad, he finally allowed me to study at a college that I want. It was a long fight, but I'm happy.
          But with this happiness, I also feel immense fear inside me. Do you think I'm growing too fast? I feel like I'm growing too fast. In three days, I'm going to be a college freshman. New school, new environment, new house, and new faces. This change shouldn't scare me as much, I'm used to changes. When we had to move constantly because of my mother's job, the change didn't scare me, when we had to move from apartment to apartment and I had to leave multiple friends behind, that didn't scare me either. But the thought of going through this milestone without you, not only scares me, but it also breaks my heart. I hate that I'm growing up without you, I hate that I don't have you to talk to about what to bring to my boarding house or if I should start hoarding food in the fridge or if buying a coybowys toboggan is a good decision. I'm scared, so scared because this time, I have to move forward without you. I hate this, honestly. I'm so close to just throwing everything I believed in out the window and just grovelling at your feet, to beg you to take me back even after I broken your heart. I don't have your support this time, but I'm going to be strong. I did tell myself that I'll work hard to change, to be someone you're proud of. I'm not sure if you've already moved on, if you've found another or already happy and content with your life, and I'm sorry I keep writing these silly messages that you'll never see. But, I'm happy for you, you dork. I'm sorry for constantly looking for your comfort, even after doing the most horrible thing imaginable to you. I just want you to know that I'm doing fine... I'm just being a whiney brat again and missing you.
          
          I love you <3