Happy Birthday to my Favourite Person <3
Woah... You're old as hell now. Tbh I don't really know what I wanna say to you rn— I don't think I have much to say anyways. So I'll try to grasp all the woes on the top of my head.
Okay so for starters, I want to thank you for being in my life when I needed someone. You were right on time, you helped me overcome that demon inside me— And for that, I am forever greatful. I have, and always will, love you for being my anchor in those tough times. We had so many beautiful memories that I will forever hold dear in my heart. But now... I guess it's time I let go.
We've changed so much. And I guess because of that, we grew apart. I'm sure you're as broken as I am after the last time we talked— and I'm guessing that's why you barely conversed with me these last few months. What I don't understand is... Why did you ask me to be your girlfriend again? It's an anomaly I'll probably have to ponder about for the time being. I feel broken, neglected, unloved with your absence and nonchalant behaviour.
I've met someone else, someone I'm still testing the waters with. And he makes me feel the literal opposite of how you make me feel. I used to think that our problem was the distance... But I was wrong. One of us was just not making the effort. I'll tell you what I feel tomorrow, don't want to ruin your day lol.
We've gone through a lot, haven't we? I thought we'd be together forever too... Guess that's only a thing you'd see in stories.
Happy Birthday... I love you. I'm sorry.