𝖉𝖗𝖚𝖌𝖌𝖎𝖊𝖘

Woke up to screams, headin to the gym early ig
          -K

discharged after almost two weeks, I need a shower -de

I don't know what we are anymore, I don't understand our relationship. sometimes we're friends, sometimes we're more than friends, and sometimes I'm just a stranger to you. One minute your talking to me as if I'm something special, and the next minute your talking to me like I mean absolutely nothing to you, one day you pay so much attention me, and then the next day you completely ignore me.. don't play with my feelings, just because you're unsure about yours. It's not fair. 

you know what really hurts. when you talk to some for days, and have the best conversations with them. even if it was small talk, talking to them made your whole day, an then one day they you dont even exist to them. an your left with trying to figure out how you fucked up. an then you doubt yourself 

I never planned on loving him. It was more of an unexpected accident. The more I loved him, the more I suffered. That’s why I let him go, but hoped he’d still come back. 

what if I never find anybody to love? 
          or I finally get a chance and I fuck it all up
          cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
          what if I get to heaven and it's not even real?
          and I die before telling you how I really feel
          cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
          that may be loves not for me

the glistening red as it trickles down.
          painting across the floor as you lie there smiling with content.
          drifting away.

I got addicted to you so easily.
          I’m attracted to you in ways I can’t explain. 
          I care about you more than you think.
          I think about you more than you realize.

Nooo de you know you have me to talk to I won’t let you go through anything alone-Val 

@nahdick- especially him