aleaannelisea

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Thanks for the follow!

I don't know what brought you to follow me, but thanks!

Hey! I'm letting my followers decide what book I should publish next!!!
           Which book what do you like to read??
          
          
          *The Blood Line*
          
          *Destiny's Don't Define*
          
          Or
          
          *The Day After He Killed Himself*
          
          
          Please let me know!!! Thank you
          
          ~Mixie

steps of what happens:
          
          feel sadness 
          gets upset about it, panicking, knowing what is to come for weeks and maybe months 
          fights it 
          sadness hits full-force, go numb for days 
          in between the numb, begins writing about feelings & learns from them 
          begins fighting again with what has learned 
          is out 
          
          
          until the sadness hits again. cycle repeats. 

to myself:
          don’t pretend to not like the sadness 
          you must like it

something’s missing because I can’t hold myself together

there’s just so much stuff i could be doing better. i’m so lost right now. 

nowadays i’m not myself unless i’m doing things i know i shouldn’t be doing ... and if i’m not hiding *something*, i don’t feel like myself.