alex02236

alex02236

Like I float along a stream of words unsaid
          Choosing not to cast my net
          But I spend so long questioning myself
          If this isn't right
          Then does that mean I failed?
          Will my melodies ever live up
          Will my metaphors be profound enough
          Will I ever outdo myself
          The ceiling gets higher and higher
          It's harder and harder to shatter
          And when I fall
          I fall worse than I ever did before
          Evaluating the damage no I just don't understand it
          Conflicted my the very air I breathe
          A love with hatred laced between
          You can see it in my eyes
          A child's spark light up the night
          Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal
          Devouring my skull but never feeling full
          Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden
          But could you please be a little more concerned with
          The overactive mind of a believer
          The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
          Oh, dear if only you could feel it
          The crippling fear of being deserted