When I'm with you, my heart beats out of control. My anxiety goes insane and I feel like throwing up, but in a good way. It's like I dont know what I'm doing anymore and everything I say just pops out of my mouth. I lose my ability to think. For some reason when I think about you, when I play your song, I feel like crying. I've lost control of my emotions because of you. I thought I'd be able to keep my cool but I can't. You make me weird, you make me flawed, you make me confused. But you make me happy, you make me excited, you make me loved. Thanks to you my life finally has a purpose again. Because of you colors are brighter, smells are stronger, and beauty.... beauty is everywhere, in everything. Because of you I no longer fear my past. Because of you I excite at the thought of my future... the thought of a future with you. I wake up happy because I know I'll see you, I'll see your smile. The smile that makes my heart race faster than a cavalier. This... this is what you do to me...
