I want to come on here to talk about my latest relationship. we did break up, but our relationship was so amazing. he was my best friend for 8 months. I liked him the whole time. we both live near a park, so he invited me to the park before he asked me out. it was quite awkward for a few minutes, we just sat on the bleachers and talked for a few minutes. than he said he wanted to lay in the grass, I was like no. cause the grass was itchy and wet, and the bugs were killing me. so he was laying down, and I just kind've sat there in the grass. than he said 'please lay down' I said no, so he came behind me and pulled me against his chest so I could lay down. and I still remember the butterflies in my stomach, they were going crazy. after that, we walked over to this shed thing and sat against it. he held my hand, and he did the thumb thing where he rubbed my hand. he laid on my lap, and we had an amazing conversation. he kind've assumed that we were dating before that, so the topic of our relationship came up. and he said 'I like having you as my girlfriend' and I said 'we're technically not dating, you never asked' so he said, 'alexa, will you be my girlfriend'. I didn't say anything, I just grabbed his hand. and that was all the confirmation he needed. before we left he hugged me. twice. and my god, it felt like a dream. and unfortunately, like every dream, it ended. he said I didn't act like I was his girlfriend. he only said that because I wasn't ready to kiss him yet. so he broke up with me. we haven't spoken since our break up, and I'm struggling. but, I'll get better. hopefully.