Alexis 💋

I just want my car backkkk. its been weeeks :/ 

I love driving. it puts so much peace to my mind. its been the peace and quiet ive been lookin for 

Liam my sweet baby, rest in peace my love :(

I infact did drop a gear and disappear. it felt amazing. 

gonna get my license in a few weeks. gonna get a job. gonna graduate at the end of may. my love life is getting on track. i am a happy person. i am a positive person. i am no longer the bitchy cunt i used to be. i will be the good person ive needed to be for years. now is the time. i can. and i will get it done. i’ll move out by next summer. i’ll be in Oregon living my bestest life. I’ll be relaxed. I’m gonna finally be free. 

I just want friends again. i hate being alone. 

if you’re gonna keep saying we need to break up anytime we argue has me worried for our future. and you cant even talk to me abt it. 

Just did my senior pictures. i’m finally a senior. WOOHOO IM ALMOST DONE WITH THIS BITCHHH. i get my license in a month or two, imma be an adult soon. now thats scary

Birthday in two days. first one without my grandma and without my dad ( not my bio dad). not prepared at all. 

I just miss the old me. I missed whenever i had my grandma still and i’d be swimming at her house everyday. i miss having my dad with me and all of my best friends being the beat dad he could ever do getting us anything and everything. i miss my old friend groups bond. i miss having my little wp bestie who’d do anything to embarrass me. i just miss my old life and the good people who were in it.