Kalyani Kanika

i just realised I never explained what your bday playlist meant to you before (lets be honest i just don't have the guts to do so) (also the more i think about it the more confusing it gets so is it he best playlists? meaning wise not really but music taste wise i think it's pretty cool)

also I have a song/poem idea and it's gonna blow your mind once i finish it I'll show you when it's done hopefully you'll like it

yk what's kind of wild (not really)but I bought you choclates for valentine's two packets actually both Hersheys one is i think hazelnut and cookies flavour which is one of the valentine's special chocolates and a blueberry and acai flavour chocolate as well

but a fool.
          
          i walked past your house again
          maybe twice maybe thrice
          a foolish smile on my plastered on my face
          the kind you'd see from galaxies away
          couldn't help it 
          im but a fool in love
          
          these days I seem to follow a routine
          taking long walks, listening to songs that remind me of you
          a flower i pick up to accompany me
          it's become a habit
          couldn't help it
          im but a fool in love
          
          i feel closer to you when I do that
          the knowledge that you'd understand the allusion
          a shot of serotonin to my otherwise bland life
          got caught up in the illusion
          couldn't help it
          im but a fool in love
          
          it doesn't matter how far I need to go
          the more my feet ache the less my heart does
          but is it so bad that I fell for you
          a sin that is your magnetic field
          couldn't help it
          im but a fool in love

fallen flowers.
          
          On a stroll I encountered fallen flowers all around
          They were fresh, vivid, their beauty unmatched
          Bearing scents that were heightened by the petrichor
          In white, blue, yellow, and orange they lay like a sheet of colourful snow
          
          It was written in the stars, they’d fall down
          To mix with the wet mud that would soil it’s purity 
          They’re bound to wither without a purpose to live for
          So I took it upon myself to change their destiny
          
          From the fallen flowers I made a bouquet 
          arranging it meticulously unlike my heartbeat
          With shaking hands I imparted all my heart and a piece of my soul
          They’d at least exist to lighten up your day
          
          the bouquet is my love letter to you in color and fragrance
          it's a testament to how your were my gravity and I couldn't help but fall
          in it's beauty i revel
          for to bring a smile on your face,
          I would end it all
          
          And I’d wish I was that bouquet,
          to hold your gaze for the days to come
          it may sound cliche
          it's a selfish ask, a desire to which id happily succumb

You know what I’ll post the poems I’ve written for you on here even if they’re shit

This feels like a scene straight out of a fanfic actually like one of the leads puts letters of sorts that they don’t want the other to read but the other does

Fun fact cause I’m feeling sappy I realised my feelings for you during the children’s day celebration 10th grade ie 14/11/22

Ok I’ll do this if we get into the same college I won’t tell you but if we dont I will deal 

I genuinely like you and I think you know lol and the only reason I’m saying it cause ik for a fact you do not use wattpad anymore