@aliceinstayland Okie so on September 26th, she asked me if she should stay or leave. I had the chance and even when I know that she was so really depressed, for the happiness of all her friends and family members I stopped her but it was a lie that she is stopping forever. Her date was fixed to October 28th. I TOLD her to tell everyone she is not going to suicide ever again so you all won't be depressed and won't try to stop her. But then on October 6th she was so depressed and having trust issues if we all really love her or not. At that time, she wanted to commit suicide but was stopped because of me. I asked her if she really want to commit and she replied "Yes" I told her that I am no one but just an online friend and I don't force herself if she wants to live or not so she can choose whatever she wants. She said that she will die on October 7th and she was HAPPY with it. I found my happiness in her happiness and let her do this. I am sorry. I should have stopped her.