sacredkilla

I never thought I'd lose you mama never ever i prayed so hard hoping you wouldn't leave i dont understand if I was the one who pushed you away im sorry mama I can never forgive myself for losing you I had one fucking job and that was to keep you happy I failed at that every 14 will never be the same especially on my birthday knowing it gonna haunt me the most February 14 will be the most heartbreaking day of the year the day I found my purpose in life the day I met mi reina Friday 13 will be the day I died knowing I lost my zing, my world, my passion, my everything i love you mama please be safe in this cruel world 

I miss you ma I hope your ok I think endlessly about you I'm sorry I keep reaching out it hurts ma your my everything i love you Hermosa  I wish nun but the best mama I was mostly sad ian get to say goodbye there hardest thing to do even texting it  you where my passion my crave my ache and you still are nothing hasent changed even though it been a full 24 hours it not the same knowing I cant text you the same I think about you endlessly stink  I hope you read this you dont have to reply but I want you to understand you always have a special place in my heart please forgive me for not responding fast enough on that day I was out cutting tree I had gotten money to get you a cart I knew you had a rought weekend and I was gonna make it up to you 5months mama  Friday 13 will be the day I died because when you left you accidentally took my love and passion please take good care of my heart mama I only have one  ill forever love you and ill always wait till the faithful day we reunite either the dream realm or in this life or the next Ashley you always have a place in my heart with the key te amo cara mia please stay safe
          
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