I am a 38 year old Hypnotherapist who discovered the root cause to all my internal pain and suffering my whole life.  The root was discovered in my first hypnotherapy session but I left it alone for years until I was forced to re look at everything.  Disconnected since birth with my mother.  Diagnosed with Complex PTSD.  I discovered the truth through Hypnotherapy and then I gained evidence through my Mother's Diary's.  I have been suffering with extreme panic attacks my whole life - which looks comparable to a seizure, just a lot longer of an experience.  I want to share my life through writing.  I am on a healing journey of discovery my sense of self and changing the ways of operating inside and out.