aliya173

I had to write somewhere 
          	I had to take this out of my mind somehow
          	But I didn't want anyone from my life to know about this
          	And the only place I could think was this
          	Because all of you really don't know me
          	
          	So i don't mind sharing it here
          	
          	It's hurts bro
          	When I am the one who's left out for everything 
          	When I am never a first choice for anyone
          	No matter whatever I do in the end 
          	I am the one who's always left alone
          	
          	This feeling of sitting alone even when you're surrounded by people
          	
          	It's suffocating 
          	
          	Everyone has their own personal friend 
          	But no one have me
          	
          	I am sitting all alone
          	
          	No matter whatever I do
          	They don't really care about me
          	
          	I just hope I had someone to share with it
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	About the book
          	We are almost in the end
          	I will soon edit and release the new chapter ☺️ 
          	.

aliya173

@aliya173 you know what
          	   This means a lot to me
          	  Thank you so much
          	  Thank you 
          	  You don't know how much this means to me 
          	  
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KulwinderKaur088

@aliya173 well you are not alone, we the readers of your wonderful stories are there for you.
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aliya173

I had to write somewhere 
          I had to take this out of my mind somehow
          But I didn't want anyone from my life to know about this
          And the only place I could think was this
          Because all of you really don't know me
          
          So i don't mind sharing it here
          
          It's hurts bro
          When I am the one who's left out for everything 
          When I am never a first choice for anyone
          No matter whatever I do in the end 
          I am the one who's always left alone
          
          This feeling of sitting alone even when you're surrounded by people
          
          It's suffocating 
          
          Everyone has their own personal friend 
          But no one have me
          
          I am sitting all alone
          
          No matter whatever I do
          They don't really care about me
          
          I just hope I had someone to share with it
          
          
          
          
          
          About the book
          We are almost in the end
          I will soon edit and release the new chapter ☺️ 
          .

aliya173

@aliya173 you know what
             This means a lot to me
            Thank you so much
            Thank you 
            You don't know how much this means to me 
            
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KulwinderKaur088

@aliya173 well you are not alone, we the readers of your wonderful stories are there for you.
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aliya173

this message may be offensive
Was going through the news about the doctor r*pe and m*rder case in the Kolkata 
          And it's just heartbreaking to see how the situation was handled by the authorities 
          
          They are tampering the evidence and are ruling this case as a suicide?
          Seriously 
          
          Suicide?
          
          With the 3 different samples of semen , with bruises and Abrasion?
          
          Seriously 
          
          
          
          She didnt fucking deserved this 
          
          She was on a night duty inside her own working environment 
          
          And she was brutally tortured to death 
          
          So called these "men" are roaming free
          
          Being a medical student it hurts and scares me to see the condition of a woman in the same profession as me 
          
          No scratch that
          
          I am scared for every woman out there despite of any job or age or anything 
          
          
          Fuck all the justice system 
          
          
          
          
          

aliya173

@KulwinderKaur088 yes omg 
            I hate where the situation is leading 
            I just hope she's getting the justice she deserves 
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KulwinderKaur088

@aliya173 seriously these judicial system support those who are criminals and ignore the victims.
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aliya173

We started texting each other ୧⁠|⁠ ͡⁠ᵔ⁠ ⁠﹏⁠ ͡⁠ᵔ⁠ ⁠|⁠୨ 
          
          and I texted him first  ... It was embarassing for me because I was the one who stopped texting him like two years back. Now it's me who started it and it's annoying because it's always me.. to start everything... And I feel like I am pushing him to have an attention in me which is again like ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ. 
          
          He always texts me during night and I text him in the morning.
          Yesterday we spoke and it was normal.
          But today he didn't text me ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ ughhhh it's annoying
          
          Why do I get worked up over THIS guy only likeeee please 

aliya173

GUESS WHAT
          my crush accepted my request (⁠。⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠。⁠) ... I know it is kinda cringe to know that I am getting excited over the fact that he just accepted my request in insta BUT what can I do ... Goddd !!! The amount of anxiety I went through just to see if he can accept my request or not was tooo much .... He and I haven't spoken for 2 years... Idk if I should start the conversation or not I am scared 
          
          What should I do guys ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

KulwinderKaur088

@aliya173 talk to him, try your luck gurl. 
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aliya173

this message may be offensive
You know what 
          
          
          I fucked up my exams really bad  
          The questions were sooooo unexpected
          
          Now I get what is all about medical being so confusing and annoying
          
          Especially anatomy and physiology  oh god 
          
          I hope I pass this bro
          
          Pray for me y'all 

aliya173

Hey guys just wanted to let y'all know that I will not be available for next few weeks since my exams have started
          
          I will be continuing the story after like a month 
          
          So stay tuned to what happens next but for now I will be off 
          
          Have a great day/night ahead 
          
          Tab Tak ke liye bye 

aliya173

Ugh!!! it's so annoying to see all of my professors acting like bitches 
          
          Like they expect us to 
          Complete all records
                             Assignments
                              Preparatory
                              And viva 
          
          Really everything at one time and that too right before 1 month of our final exams 
          
          I am sad  it's so frustrating and I really want to vent it up somewhere and I came here 
          
          I just want to sleep lol