alkiris

Do you guys want Flirty to have gip or not? last vote.

I uploaded two fics just now. "Flirty" (Daerin) and "Do What I Say" (Bbangsaz). Whichever ship or story title gets the most votes in the comments is the one I'll do first. 
          
          If you haven't read the "Do What I Say" one-shot, read it to get an idea of what the fic will be like.

has anyone read my oneshot “do what I say” and is interested if I make it a full story instead of a three part one shot? wouldn’t be kittyz though, whatever ship is wanted for it more, I think Bbangsaz works as Hanni was already included 

hey there :>

If I were to write a fanfic similar to “You,” but an idol soloist version where they’re set to collaborate but have never met before, and have to navigate building chemistry for the collaboration and the end-of-year award show/showcase. What ship would you guys want? Bbangsaz again or Daerin? Masc and fem. 

I’m changing the title of “risk it all” to “typical”alr it’s not a new fic 

do you guys want shut it down back?

I thought my account was restricted from making announcements, but it was because I had sent a link to fan art on twitter, which was flagged as spam. 
          
          My bad for the random announcement lol

I also want to apologize for the unfinished stories, and for any stories that disappeared over time. If I took something down, it was usually because I couldn’t stand looking at it anymore. I hated it, rewrote it in my head a hundred times, picked apart every sentence until opening the document just made me tired. Some of those stories stopped feeling like mine long before I removed them.
          
          Right now I want to spend whatever energy I still have being around the people who love me outside of a screen. My family. My girlfriend. My friends. The people who know me when I’m not posting or writing or trying to keep up with expectations. If recovery is possible, I want to give myself that chance. And if things stay difficult, then at least I gave my time to the people who truly matter to me.
          
          I really did love writing here. I’m grateful for every person who read my stories, waited for updates, left comments, shared excitement with me, and stayed around for as long as you did. Making people happy through writing was honestly all I ever wanted from this account, and knowing I managed to do that for even a little while means more to me than I can explain properly.
          
          Thank you for sticking around for a year. 
          
          See you later.
          
          (If I have any chapters remaining I'll post them eventually. And, if there's anything you REALLY want back up I'll take it into consideration.)
          
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I’ve spent the last few months trying to figure out how to say this without sounding distant or dramatic or like I’m disappearing overnight. I kept thinking if I just pushed a little longer, finished a few more things, forced myself through one more chapter, maybe I could leave quietly after wrapping everything up the way I wanted.
          
          But the truth is that I learned that I have a chronic illness, and little by little it has started taking over parts of my life I used to move through so easily. At the same time, my mental health has been getting harder and harder to carry. Some days I sit down at my desk and stare at the screen for an hour before even opening a document. Other days I can’t stay in the chair long enough to write anything at all.
          
          For a while I kept trying anyway.
          
          I think part of me didn’t want to let this go because this account meant a lot to me once. Writing here used to feel exciting. Comforting. I loved getting ideas at 2 in the morning and rushing to put them down before they disappeared. I loved seeing people react to scenes the same way I imagined them in my head.
          
          But somewhere along the way it stopped feeling like that.
          
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