allamericanbtch-

hi hello darlings, i have to say somethingssss!
          	
          	no im not leaving
          	
          	butttt, i have written some for dumb & poetic but not to my usual standard and liking which is why they aren’t being published. 
          	
          	there are many factors that go into this, one of the main ones being the month coming up is a huge upsetting milestone for me and it’s almost like i’m trying to pull myself away from time which obviously isn’t working which is causing me to pull away more.
          	
          	i haven’t decided if i am going to speak on it or not, maybe when the day comes 
          	
          	BUT. i am publishing something this weekend because i feel like i have ghosted you again and i hateeeee that.
          	
          	going to school now, love you
          	- nikki !

-luckystar

@allamericanbtch- my baby you don’t have to worry about this. you are able to do whatever you need to do on whatever timeline you need. we aren’t mad at you and we aren’t expecting anything from u that u have to force. we want you to be comfortable and we love you no matter how often or not you publish.
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allamericanbtch-

hi hello darlings, i have to say somethingssss!
          
          no im not leaving
          
          butttt, i have written some for dumb & poetic but not to my usual standard and liking which is why they aren’t being published. 
          
          there are many factors that go into this, one of the main ones being the month coming up is a huge upsetting milestone for me and it’s almost like i’m trying to pull myself away from time which obviously isn’t working which is causing me to pull away more.
          
          i haven’t decided if i am going to speak on it or not, maybe when the day comes 
          
          BUT. i am publishing something this weekend because i feel like i have ghosted you again and i hateeeee that.
          
          going to school now, love you
          - nikki !

-luckystar

@allamericanbtch- my baby you don’t have to worry about this. you are able to do whatever you need to do on whatever timeline you need. we aren’t mad at you and we aren’t expecting anything from u that u have to force. we want you to be comfortable and we love you no matter how often or not you publish.
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