although i wasn’t in his fandom and in all honesty never watched one of his videos it still hurts. i’ve grown up with death all around me(which everyone has tbh, even if it’s not someone you know) and i’ve always felt for people losing their loved ones. something about reading rest in peace messages to techno on twitter f’cking broke me and i’ve been crying since i found out. i remember finding out about him having cancer last year and as it went on i didn’t think much of it because i just thought he would make it and it would be something that he got through. rest in peace techno.