I feel like dying. I litterly lost the live of my life. After 3 months she dumped me I got a new gf. I still think about her constantly. Keely (new gf) is nice and all but I'm still in love with her(ex) I want her back more than anything. I always wanted her to be mine from day 1. I can't believe that I can't get her back . She was my life my world my everything. I loves her so much. My life sucks. It sucked from day 1 from the brake up. It still hurts me badly. I still always fall asleep thinking about her. Why? Why can't I go back in time to the good times when we first started dating? I fell in love with her June 24th 2014 at the vacation bible school church. I don't think I can go back to that church anymore. I'm disappointed I'm my self for everything