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Hi everyone <3
          
          Firstly, thanks to all the new folks who read Volatile! Someone commented how wild it was there were new comments 2 years after that fic was posted and all the kind words people have said have made me want to write again <3 With Castlevania nocturne s2 coming out tomorrow I hope my passion i fueled once again with Alucard and I can do what I love!!
          
          Truly, I need the escapism once again. I am in danger of getting evicted along with my entire family and have recently become unemployed as my contract has finished :( It's an incredibly stressful and hard time right now and I do not wish this on anyone. I'm going to do what I can to help my family out and also try and keep myself sane and stable by writing. 
          
          I'm also working on a DND campaign on the side for my friends! I've been so genuinely excited to play again but with how hectic our schedules are, even choosing a date to sit down and play together is damn near impossible (one works 5 days a week, one lives all the way in London, along with my other friend, the two are in Uni full time and writing their dissertations AND working!! My friends are truly amazing and wonderful hard working people and I love them so much <3 I do miss them a lot and can't wait until the stars align so I can see them once again :) )
          
          I digress. Writing should commence within this week. I might give up on the Gothic style of the Alucard fic and just write, I've been struggling to think up a plot :3
          
          Anyways! Hope you're all well!! Love you so much!! Bye!!
          
          -PS MY DEGREE CAME :3

HI GUYS!!!
          
          Long time no see!! I have genuinely had such a wild year. I wrote out my dissertation and ended up graduating with a 2nd honours in july!! My degree is still no where in sight I hope it fucking turns up soon jesus christ. 
          
          The day after we got home from our yearly visit back home my dad got a call from our landlord saying he wants to sell the property and just recently we got the formal letter telling us to gtfo which is TERRIFYING especially this time of year. Housing prices have gone up so much and my parents can't pay the 2k per month it would cost to rent a new home in the area so they've asked me and my brother to get jobs. It has been such a rough time these past few months worrying over finding a house, emailing the council, arguing with the agents from our agency etc. and I've been so horrifically anxious and demotivated and generally growing depressed with how bad finding a job is nowadays. I've been feeling really bad and like a failure and like I wasted those 3 years of uni on a subject that can't get me steady job. All the rejected job offers and failed interviews too. 
          
          BUT RECENTLY!! LIKE- JUST TODAY!! IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!! I had a job interview that I personally thought could have gone better but I got the call today that I'm hired!! It might only be temporary or retail but I'm so genuinely excited to start and finally help my parents!! eekk!!! I hope good fortune comes upon all of you who read this <3 have wonderful days/nights and I love you!!

yes or no would people be interested if i posted smut about mine and my best friends OC's?

Hiii!How are you?I hope fine!
          I'm sorry for bothering you, but do you have time to check out my stories? 
          my biggest dream is to become a great author one day!
          If you are interested, here it is.
          
          
          
          I follow back too for help you because I know it's not easy to be a writer ;)
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/328523548?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=_IKnowEnglish_&wp_originator=pWCJmQ%2B3QjtyjxeeB4Rzrhg1Nycidk699DwUiOF3aMKbcfZlPxwhlPYlJxtSCMR5WNHV%2BahDnGBr8Tnt8WEgRq%2FstUUcTnj5KbYjuq8ixRA9FkWLpf%2BX%2B%2Bc9HrcCqxFP

lol whenever i post 'bing bong writing about x character now' i never actually do and i don't want to doom this before it's posted or even finished (I'm 9k words in and STRUGGLING fellas I've never written anything like this before) so I'll just say I'm working on something!! its a fic for a character from a netflix series based on pre-existing games that I've never written for/about before!

so like??? what if i started writing something 2 weeks before uni started again??? what about that???

Well can I ask for a fic ? It about Tommy ofc

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!! IM TWENTY!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Lads. Lmao. 
          
          never fulffilling promices is my favourite activity :) i want to get into writing again because i have the time and the want- i just don't know what!! I'm going to look through all my wips and probably just start finishing and posting but don't hold me to that ;)
          
          Wanted to also let everyone know i finally played through red dead redemption 2. Yes it is the best game. Yes i love it so much. Yes I do think Arthur Morgan and Charles Smith are hot. I've been reading ffs of them all evening thank  you very much. Hope you have a lovely day!! 
          -toothpaste

hiya lovey hope ur doing well