🎀 Alli 💜

Life with you Heav has been the best. We are almost at a year now, and I can’t ever imagine myself without you. For all the hell we have gone through…We’ve never stopped loving one another. You took me out of a horrible place and allowed me to explore and express myself in ways I never thought I would or could be accepted for. I feel so safe with you, and I feel as though any part of me is for your eyes to see and no one else’s. I’m so glad we will be living together soon. And I’m already planning out the move! Yukiko will always love her special daddy!!

  I am constantly insulted,
          
            And constantly and I told that I’m abnormal,
          
            And to all those who tell me such things,
          
            My argument back is, “why do you care?”
          
            I am me, and this is who I am and what I like.
          
            I had a friend back in 10th grade.
          
            She insulted me and went at me for liking yanderes, because it was fucked up.
          
            She didn’t talk to me ever again after I even spoke of liking them.
          
            I don’t care anymore about what people think,
          
            This is who I am.
          
            I may like pastel things or child like things or clothing,
          
            But it’s who I am.
          
            I am into ddlg, what’s so bad about that?
          
            Sure I love obsession and yanderes, my circumstances in the past have done that to me. It’s who I am.
          
             I am not scared to be who I am, and even now I am always being berated because what I like or desire is “weird” or “different.” 
          
            Constantly I’ve been told I needed to change.
          
            Let this give anyone who reads it power, you are the master of your own sea.
          
            No matter how many times people tell you, that you are weird or different let them be.
          
            You are who you are, and you should love yourself for it. 

I’m wondering if I should write a short yandere story 

One hour and it’s no nut November XD

 Will you look at me forever? 
           
           Even if others want you…Will your eyes only trace me? 
          
           Is everything mere scenery?
          
           All I am is all you are.
          
           Despite what I’ve gone through,
          
           I think it’ll always be you 

Stay with me forever. And never leave my side. Not even for a second. Otherwise I won’t want it. 
          

Obsession is such a deep infatuation that can never be broken.
          
          When two who meet, who suffer but can only be fulfilled from the other, it causes a dangerous situation.
          
          One who wants the world and more given to them, and the other who would give everything to them.
          
          This emotional bond connects two people and creates one whole.
          
          Because only this way, they both can be happy.
          
          Even if the selfish one tests the other over and over to get what they want, the selfless one will always love them and strive to give every drop.
          
          These two personalities are the definition of obsession,
          
          And when they become whole they become the purest definition of infatuation.
          
          

Depression is a bitch…

To anyone struggling emotionally today, stay positive.
          
           There is more to life than your circumstances! 
          
           Try to stay strong, take a deep breath, and walk forward.
          
           Emotions and our circumstances are temporary, so our actions regarding them should not reflect long term.
          
           Smile, today is gonna be a good day.

I am trying to think of ideas for my scrap bookkk