Generally sad but fueled by fanfiction. 

I love love love music and I hope you do as well; it's a remedy for your very being. 

I don't like many things but I do deeply like 5sos, green day, pewdiepie, ashton Irwin, and gay fanfics.

I don't think anyone will ever read this but I guess it just feels nice to express myself in a way that's somewhat anonymous yet somewhat completely revealing. I crave attention from other humans, but I don't seek it. Though, when a hand is offered to me, I shy away and my social needs seem to be consumed by the fear of being judged by other people.  

...I don't know what I'm writing. 

How can I know exactly what to write?

I don't know who I am, really.

How could you?