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@KBMallion oh no problem at all! I am really enjoying your book !!

@user_0403 oh thank you!

@allthingzme Just saw this... yes and its sassy and I love it

@Wryneck
             as in your updating??!
            Haha What about my library?

I love it. As you can see I love chatting my teen drama has hundreds of comments I like to know what people think I always worry about annoying them with the back and forth like... damn, maybe they just wanted to say their thing and go so I don't comment on like fly by comments so I don't trap someone into a conversation with me. 
            
            I like your comments they give me life and let me know I'm reaching the audience I wanted like I wanted to write something with diversity but didn't want to be lumped into urban since it will be a mob story in a bit so this makes me feel good like yes they get it. 
            
            Thank you... those I was embarrassed about until a friend of mine on here (C.S Charles) he was like nah do that shit (He writes sex and drama) and I was like fuck it lets do this.  Yes I've been doing the wattys Bootcamp so I have the whole synopsis a timeline dating back to the 1940s (Im anal as fuck I made a family history starting with her grandpa) All side characters like Wren Fallon Gage etc. have a background story of their own and it helps sprinkle everything in. Just gotta cut and mix some things. 
            
            Yes, some of the things that happened are my real life just like on steroids for the drama. I based Rue close to myself I have naturally red hair freckles, half black a mom I have a tense relationship with and was married before I was 18.  I also had BPD and am hypersexual so that's easy to write. 
            
            Wren is based on my twin brother. 
            
            Kellen and his story are based on an Ex. 
            
            Some of the dates and locations are real. 
            
            The sex is inspired by real-life events. 
            
            Brielle is based on the friend who asked me to write. 
            
            So yeah, I pull from some things the rest are just fever dreams but funny enough while writing this me and my "Gage" decided to take a mini break in the middle of this. I was speaking about it on forum and it was a bit funny and help me express those feelings. 
            
            I have no problem getting personal its why I write in a pen name.
            
            Yes, yes they did.

@Wryneck 
            No problem at all I like commenting and acting as though I'm in the book as an extra watching everything play out, if you can't  tell lol. I know I check how many people are reading daily! I'm like people comment!! When I first started commenting I never thought you would comment back because some writers don't. Which doesn't  bug me. My first reaction when you answered I was screaming lmao! I was like omg she saw all my embarrassing commentary . oh your sex scenes are amazing I love them! I love this whole book and it's not even finished hahah! Yeah I finally got that about Rue. She is more in her head about things and not really seeing anyone besides her self. I just love how detailed you write. Do you have the whole story already mapped out and knowing how its gonna end already?? I do remember you mentioning a few characters based on real people in your life, have some of the things in the book happened in your real life? If it's to personal don't answer it hahah
            Even you saying that Fallon had someone killed I'm thinking well they probably deserved it  ugh what's wrong with me‍♀️I am dying to know how that comes about! I can't wait!!
            

@Wryneck thank you! I really love your comments like I get reads on this because it's in the thousands now but I never knew what people thought besides the friend I'm writing it for. I started writing this for a friend because they really wanted like sex in one of my stories and I began to like it. Since its not teens I can take it where I like and it's kinda therapeutic to write about someone with BPD cause we tend not to be able to see outside ourselves unless we really want to and people dont get that it's just as exhausting for those of us with it than those of us without it. I can also happily declare of all love interest and characters Fallon has not killed anyone.... Himself.