allyrvmnt

PUTANGINA MAY SIMULA NA MADE OF SCARS. FINALLY FINALLY NANDIYAN NA SI PICCOLO ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

allyrvmnt

these past few days nagkakaroon ako ng mental breakdown because of the program i took rn which is accounting. and i don’t even know how to explain it properly without sounding like i’m overreacting, but i’m really not. parang everyday may bigat sa ulo ko na hindi ko ma-explain. hindi siya isang problem lang na pwede mong i-point out and fix, more like constant pressure lang talaga na andyan kahit anong gawin mo.
          
          kahit nag-aaral ako, parang laging may kulang. ang daming need aralin, ang daming concepts na sunod-sunod, and minsan kahit paulit-ulit ko na siyang binabasa, hindi pa rin siya fully nagla-land sa utak ko. may moments na uupo ako to study, then after a while mapapahinto na lang ako kasi parang overloaded na yung brain ko, like wala nang space to take in more.
          
          what makes it harder is yung pressure sa sarili ko. i see other people in the same program na parang mabilis makasabay, mabilis ma-gets, and confident sila sumagot. and even if i keep telling myself na iba-iba tayo ng pace and normal lang mag-struggle, hindi pa rin totally nawawala yung feeling na nahuhuli ako or may kulang sa’kin. and honestly, it’s not just the difficulty of school. it’s also the mental part. yung lagi kang may boses sa utak mo na, dapat alam mo na ‘to or bakit hindi mo pa rin gets? kahit alam mo naman ginagawa mo yung best mo. nakakadrain din yung paulit-ulit na self-doubt habang pilit mo pa ring tinatapos yung mga kailangan mong gawin.
          
          but may mga moments din that keep me going, kahit konti lang like kapag may topic na biglang mag-click after ilang tries, or may problem na nasolve ko without checking the solution. hindi siya big deal sa iba, pero for me, it feels like proof na hindi ako totally stuck or lost in this program.
          
          right now, i’m still here. tired, overwhelmed, confused most of the time. but i’m still trying to get through each day and continue :))

allyrvmnt

wala tuloy me time mag-basa and magre-read ng mga fave stories ko
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allyrvmnt

le is che alam ko namang mahirap accounting pero over naman ‘to
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allyrvmnt

wdym jonaxx already dropped the simula of to get over you? acckkk azi, we’ve waited so long for this and now it’s finally happening! i’m so ready to see how you’ll love your jgirl—i know it’s going to be intense, heartbreaking, and beautiful all at once. dedma muna sa mga jboys, 11 na taon ka namin (JSLs) hinintay and now we’re finally back to our home. ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

uniqueuefy

hello po, share ko lang paranormal story ko,  kung may time kayo hehe (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) delete mo na lang pag di mo gusto
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/389458573?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=uniqueuefy

allyrvmnt

@uniqueuefy hiii! thanks for sharing your story on my profile  haven’t read it yet but the title and cover already caught my eye, will try to check it out pag may free time na’ko!
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