Nothing prepares anyone to lose someone that was part of a band that was fundamental during your teenage years, five boys that for some reason caught your attention, five boys who you grew to love and cherish. Even though each one of us had a favorite member, at the end of the day we all loved one band, and One Direction wasn't One Direction without one of them.
Liam played a huge part in the band, he was the songwriter of many lyrics we love in their songs, a brother to the boys, and an idol to many of the fans. He never felt ashamed to open about his struggles, and always showed support to his mates. I was disappointed about his actions after the band ended, but nothing could change the fact that he was part of the fondest memories I have of being a teenager.
The excitement I felt whenever there was a new announcement, the time they did a 7 hour livestream, the pictures I hung in my wall, the cd's, the fan account I had, the time l'd spend trying to learn everything I could about them, the fanfics l'd binge read until four in the morning, and so many more.
These aren't just memories, it's girlhood, it's something that is part of my story, events I'll never forget, moments that I'll always hold dear to my heart, and I'll always remember Liam Payne as part of that.
Thank you Liam for being part of this and making our days brighter, you were gone way too soon but we'll always remember you in our hearts.
Rest easy, Payno.
