hah

oh. my god. how long has it been?? i imagined coming back to this like wading into an empty desert... but *123* notifs. dear lord.
          
          right, i'm going to rebrand because my 2016 phannie look doesn't fit anymore (not that i'm one of those people demonising the phandom or whatever, blegh) and maybe even write some stuff, who knows? wouldn't that be a miracle?!
          
          so if anyone's here (probably just me and some tumbleweed blowing across the screen), things will look messy with all my mismatched names etc. for now. i'll sort out my act. maybe.
          
          :)

uh.. hi.
          
          i guess i should probably explain where i've been this past.. 6 months? ha, not on wattpad, that's for sure.
          
          basically, here's a run-down of my excuses:
          1) wifi breaks 
          2) ooh it's up aga- never mind, down again
          3) goes on for nearly 3 months 
          4) *conveniently hides to avoid having to update any fics because.. yanno, 3 months is a lot of updates*
          5) erm, awkwardly serious: my dad died from lung cancer. let's just say i was- and still am- struggling to get over it. wattpad didn't matter to me.
          6) ooh, new phone! oh shit.. *realisation*
          7) maybe i should.. face the music. also the angry crowd of people i've been ignoring for the past half year. 
          8) oh god help me
          
          (in the time that i've been writing this i've also realised it wasn't probably 6 months and i'm way off, but let's stick with it for the sake of my sanity.)
          
          so... yep. there you go. let's just say that there's a slim chance i'll do any of the hundreds of tags (haha i don't have friends, there's more like 20) that i've been tagged in while i was away, so sorry bout that.
          
          now ontO THE ACTUAL EXCITING STUFF-
          YOUTUBE FAMOUS HAS OVER 1K READS! thANK YOU! I NEVER EXPECTED THIS FROM SOMETHING SO RANDOM AND UN-THOUGHT-OUT, JFC!!
          
          in all seriousness, yeah, thanks for sticking with me. i'll probably not clean up my act tbh (i'll try though!), and therefore i won't have any sort of posting schedule. in regards to youtube famous, i'll update it with something similar to this, making more excuses and apologising, and basically explaining where i'm gonna go with it.
          
          thanks for reading! (i'm amazed you made it this far)
          
          ~BeyondCrafting

888 views on youtube famous... i feel like a slightly off-brand lucifer 

*lightly stalking*

haha.. look its lucifer's other number one fan... I like your bio.