@alonelysappytree
Oml this is the first slightly warmer and sunny day in like two months ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ <3333333333
God it feels amazing to have some sun after ages of it just being cloudy and rainy and driech- just feeling like where it’s shady there is a little less heat, it’s amazing. Ive got so much to do but god it feels like the best break ever
-S.N
Why does wattpad keep logging me out of my account?
I depressed like icarus and now I don’t feel like doing anything because we all end someday, and I don’t want to have to die. Not to say that I wouldn’t like to die, I would quite like to die- I would just like it to be my choice to die and not an inevitable. I just have to tell myself that the amount of time we live for makes it worth it. I just wish after it there was some way to watch.
I can wear a cross all I like, but I wish I truly believed, so I had some comfort for these moments rather than eternal damnation to fuck all and to nothing because I no longer exist but I can’t make that thought any better because I can’t explain it further.
Damn, I hope there is something, though I think I know there’s not. How I’d love the comfort.
-S.N
I’m about to rant and hope Wattpad doesn’t delete my writing because it’s over the character limit- but only tell me that when I am press ‘post’ and then just delete my fucking message! I’m a little mad at it if you couldn’t tell.
The main three points Im trying to make are these: we don’t have the infrastructure to support massive changes in car ownership and repairs, these zones don’t do as they plaster and finally that it’s obvious that our politicians aren’t doing it because it’s good for anything but their status.
After all, isn’t it great to see the wider picture and be seen as a hero than to be a hero in the nitty gritty of it all? You get the fame and the funding and hope when it feels good, not on the grounds of it working.
Let’s go back to our amazing and lovely and totally not fucking eejit politicians. They are not in it for the long run. Most will focus on things that will propel them into high places within their short time in lead of whatever sector they are with. They are like most humans who Wish for power- they shouldn’t fucking have it. So what if kids die and the world is more polluted anyway, as long as these statistics look good- we can say we are doing well and we can gain all the positives and then these people will take charge and all these things will go wrong and be fucked up, and they get blame, whether or not they actively did it. So what if the poorest without help can’t afford to switch cars, or charge the cars? Just tell them to loan one and steal their neighbours or something- we all need a little debt in our lives. Fuck ownership, we need people to understand everything in their hands is temporary and that we are currently the best leadership and world that there could be and we are making progress towards Net zero targets (finally, but besides the point)! [notice how it’s nothing to do with global warming or climate change or the general problem or general causes- it’s about one fucking problem that we could have done much better and simpler and with less repercussions.]
Lmaoooooo, guys I failed English. 14/30 so like 47-ish% lmao. I write all the time I just can’t do fucking RUAE stupid shit man.
I have published a new story called ‘Hypothetically’ and I think it’s pretty good. It’s only a 1000 words so about a 4 min read, and it’s one of my best and most cohesive works. Please read and enjoy it, use it to spur on some more thinking or just to read it.
-s.N
Isn’t it weird how some words/ phrases are so wide spread across countries that you could replace every vowel in the word with any other and most constants with a similar sounding one and you could still tell what it says.
Like the word ‘name’ in English.
•nym
•nom
•nim
•nam
•nem
And you can pretty much tell what it means no matter the language bc it’s so synonymous across languages
I forgot, happy thanksgiving U.S.American fellows. It’s almost 2300 but still, happy thanksgiving hope you like, are thankful (?) for your own lives- and if not I hope you can gain some sort of perspective that makes you (?). I have no idea what really happens so, just take my thanks.
-S.N
My brain is screaming no, my heart is screaming yes but my brain is self aware and I don’t understand my heart.
-someone probably at some point about someone else.
Happy halloween youse, have fun guising and egging- remember to scare all the berns.
All the halloween costumes this year better be real good. m(._.)m
-S.N