alpha_male1244

Hey guys, this is gonna be a little rant but before I start it, I just wanna say I’m sorry for not updating my stories. I’ve just not been up to lately.
          
          Anyways, am I the only one who feels like I’m not good enough to be loved?
          
          I’ve only been in love with one person before, and they broke my heart only to tell me a year later they love me too
          
          I spent all my days been obsessed over fictional characters because I can’t seem to love someone else after my heart got broke
          
          I go to school and none of the guys there would be good boyfriends and even if they were, they’re already dating someone so all I am to them as a friend
          
          I don’t wanna be alone I want to find someone to date, but I’m scared of dating because I don’t want to get my heart broken again
          
          And even if there are guys that know that would be relatively good boyfriends they don’t even know I exist
          
          So what am I supposed to do to stay single, my whole life I don’t wanna do that I want to have someone in my life who makes my day’s a little bit better.
          
          Fuck in anime characters. Why can’t they be real? They are literally the perfect people. So I sit here obsessing over them since they’re literally perfect while IRL no guy even bother to look at my way
          
          Anyway, sorry about this I’ve just been thinking about it and it’s making me really sad so that’s why I haven’t updated the books
          
          Anyways, done with my rant  now how are you guys?

What is wrong with me 
          
          I just spent the past 1 hour bawling my eyes out while watching an edit of the demon slayer characters deaths and all that. And I literally am still crying rn.
          
          BUT IN MY DEFENSE ITS NOT MY FAULT THEY DECIDED TO KILL OF SO MANY CHARACTERS (I wont put any names due to spoilers)

Hi.
          
          This is so random but idgaf so idk how but ive never pulled an all nighter… i think its cause I like sleeping too much
          
          But last night I decided to finally pull an all nighter and I was reading a Tendou fanfic because im low key obsessed with him rn. But so I got up to go to the bathroom and when I came back I saw
          
          
          
          FUCKING LIGHTING MCQUEEN ON MY BED TAKING A SHIT, SO I WALKED OVER THERE READY TO BEAT A BITCH UP AND AS I WAS ABOUT TO KICK HIM OR SOME SHIT IDFK WHAT I WAS DOING. BUT ANYWAYS AS I WAS ABOUT TO KICK HIM OR SOME SHIT MY FUCKING CAT POUNCED AT MY FACE, SO I THREW HIM OUT MY ROOM AND I WENT TO GO LAY DOWN ON MY BED BECAUSE LIGHTING MCQUEEN DISAPPEARED 
          
          AND I LAY DOWN ON MY CATS FUCKING SHIT. WHY TF DID HE SHIT ON MY BED INSTEAD OF THE LITTER BOX. LIKE GO SHIT IN MY BROTHERS MOUTH FOR ALL I CARE BUT NOT MY FUCKING BED.
          
          SO THEN I WENT TO GO WASH MY SHEETS, KEEP IN MIND ITS LIKE 3:45 AT THIS POINT
          
          SO I PUT THE SHEETS INTI THE WASHER AND THEN A FUCKING HAND COVERED MY MOUTH AND DRAGGED ME BACK INTO MY ROOM AND LEFT, AND I DIDNT BOTHER TO LOOK AT WHO IT WAS CAUSE I WAS TO STUNNED THINKING I WAS BOUT TO GET MURDERED.
          
          SO THEN AFTER THAT I GAVE UP ON THAT STUPID ASS ALL NIGHTER AND WALKED OUTSIDE AND SAW MY BED IN THE FUCKING SKY, THEN I FELL ON MY KNEES AND CRIED, THEN TANJIRO SHOWED UP AND SNAPPED HIS FINGERS AND FUCKING MOANA WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME, AND THEN SHE GRABED A TREE AND THREW IT AT ME. THEN THE TREE TRANSFORMED INTO LIGHTING MCQUEEN, AND THEN HE FUCKING ATE ME ALIVE. AND THEN I WOKE UP AS MUZAN.
          
          
          Then I woke up and tbh that was the best dream ive ever had

Okay this is gonna be like my first announcement thing but theres 2 things I wanna say
          
          1. The plans we made will have an update in 3 days, and once again I’m so sorry about putting it on hold for 2 weeks, I wanted to work on my other story as well as edit a few things.
          
          2. Caught between love will also have an update in 2-3 days and it’s gonna be longer then the normal chapter since I felt really bad about making the last one so short.
          
          
          Anyways thats the announcements, how are you guys doing. Me personally I spent like 45 minutes crying because Muichiro isn’t real, and then I read a tendou fanfic and it was so cite I almost started crying again. 
          
          Anyways have a great day/night

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