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Thanks for the support!

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I really don’t care if nobody reads this. I just need to vent rn cause I can’t keep it in anymore.
          
          So my dad’s a single dad, and theres me and my three younger siblings. I have to CONSTANTLY watch them because they aren’t responsible enough to handle themselves. 
          
          My dad has a job where he’s out of town often meaning I have to bring my siblings everywhere I go. 
          
          My friends birthday is coming up and I wanna go for a sleepover since I’ve known her for over a year but never met her irl, and my dad might not be in town that week.
          
          Like I understand he has to work but my brother is legally allowed to watch my siblings. And it would be one fucking night
          
          He said it’s unlikely I’ll be able to go, and I almost burst into tears in front of him. I don’t wanna burden him or anything but its one fucking night man.
          
          I haven’t gone to a friends house in years because my siblings are constantly around, I’ve been on online school for years “because its whats best for the family”
          
          And my dad always gets mad at me and says I don’t do enough for the family. BUT IM TRYING MY HARDEST OKAY. 
          
          All I want is one fucking night to hang out with my friends. And I feel so bad for getting mad at my dad because its not his fault, but I seriously cannot handle watching all the other kids get to hang out and have fun with eachother while I’m stuck being a permanent babysitter 
          
          All three of my friends in our friend group got to have a sleepover and have a great time the other day while I was stuck with my siblings, and I try to be positive and not take it out on people but its so fucking hard.
          
          And I’m not trying to be selfish rn but watching all my friends talk about the sleepover they had not to long ago really fucking hurts. Like I’m so happy that they had fun but I wish I was there.
          
          Anyways for anyone who does read this. Thank you for reading, and have a great day/night

Hey everyone, I just wanted to say I’m going to be taking all my unfinished books down for the time being, Im probably going to resume writing them and then republish them in a few weeks. But right now i need time to grieve because one of my very close friends just passed away due to the war in Ukraine. I’m so so so sorry for this but I seriously can’t handle this right now.
          
          Hope you understand, have a good day/night

HELLO
          
          DEMON SLAYER MANGA READERS I FEEL LIKE BEING KIND RN SO IM GONNA GIVE YOU A QUOTE. ITS ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS I SWEAR
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          “Because my ‘Nemi is the nicest person ever”

Okay I’m on vacation rn so I have alot of free time. So there should be some updates

PEOPLE HELP I NEED TO CRY RN, I WANT ANGST TO READ
          
          IDC DEMON SLAYER, HAIKYUU, DEATH NOTE IDC JUST PLEASE GIVE ME ANGST. I HAVE TOO MANY BUILT UP EMOTIONS I NEED TO LET OUT

Okay i actually decided to completely rewrite the plans we made, so im going to be deleting the book and starting over. I really hope you understand

Hello!
          So I was just thinking about my ff’s and I decided im going to go over them and revise the structure and spelling and stuff like that, so just wanted to mention that so your all aware!

I saw what u posted on my lil convo thing but I forgot to tag you so I’ll put it here 
          
          AWHHH STOPP U FINNA MAKE ME
          CRY FR
          
          Honestly u my fav too u one of the originals fr
          You take that break whenever you want don't push yourself then work becomes sloppy and it isn't at its best. I love your stories so much and I would want you to give best quality.
          I even took like a two week break just cause I get burnt out and it's not good, it'll make you hate writing when you feel like your forcing yourself
          
          I HOPE YOU HAVE A REALLY GOOD DAY TMR AND THE REST OF YOUR DAYS