@alphaechodelta You need to embrace it that feeling, even if you think what others think about you, more people like you, US, are feeling the same or worst. We form part of every leaf of grass on earth after all. But that doesnt mean you should give up that easily, the good things will come tomorrow or in future, its not too late to digest it that feeling. What i mean is never and i mean NEVER bottled up your feelings just talk about it with your friends or with your family and everything will be better for you. You'll feel worst if you dont.