Alex

I WAS JUST GOING THROUGH MY NOTIFICATIONS AND SAW THAT A GERMAN YOUTUBER I WROTE A FIC ABOUT WHEN I WAS THIRTEEN ADDED IT TO A LIST OF STORIES HE READ OUT IN A LIFESTREAM. I WAS WONDERING WHY I GOT SO MANY LIKES ON IT. WHAT IS HAPPENING AM I CRINGING OR AM I HAPPY WHAT IS LIFE WHY I'M D YI N G

I don't know when I'm going to continue my Destiel fic, if so, at all. I'm still at the very beginning of season 11, for ages now and to be honest I'm not really interesting at picking it up again. The inner fanboy is fading away. I feel really bad about it, but I guess I kinda moved on. On the other hand, many fandoms just come back after a period of time (like TMI for example, with the TV show). I just have to see. Maybe I'll get excited about writing it again and if not, then not. Just wanted to point that out here.

alright I swear I'm not dead and I actually am writing stuff but it's been kinda stressfull with school and family stuff and mental health problems BUT I'M ALRIGHT and yeah it's spring break now so if my family has mercy and leaves me alone I think I might actually find the time to post something that won't make your eyes and brains bleed just pls understand and don't hate me