Aly

The quiet ones carry the loudest strength.

My favorite moment? When I realized my place in this house ^⁠_⁠^

I have come to know that ignorance was really a bliss. I was happy and carefree knowing I'm not the favorite child deep inside but actually I was avoiding it. Avoiding thinking about this thought, avoiding contemplating it. Because I know, it is true...
          
          I was the only one who was hit when we were a child. I was the only one who didn't get to have a new bag every school year. I was the only one who didn't have to get anything on my every birthday. I know I was not the favorite....
          
          I'm just a child in front of my mother and I was only precious to my father. Because mothers favor their sons over their daughter and father favor their daughter over their son.
          
          But what happens when there's no longer a father that makes you precious? 
          
          Yeah, that's what's happening to me now.. or is it a long time ago? Because I choose to ignore the possibilities and think positively of things and be grateful for what I have. Be grateful for the things I still get...
          
          Because again, I'm not the favorite.

I hate this feeling... Do you wish to leave us that much? I'm sorry we can't do anything. I'm sorry for being useless and are only good academically. I'm sorry for not taking the initiative. I'm sorry for being dumb.
          
          
          I'm sorry for being your child....

Wala daw paggalang...
          
          Saka na kita galangin kapag kagalang galang ka na 

Astagana  si acey 

Naiinis ako sa mga ka-grupo ko

Sometimes i don't like my mom's attitude...

Yung galit yung nanay mo sa kaibigan mo kase akala nya ikaw yung gumagastos at inuuto nila...

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