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this quarantine is a real trying time for so many. we are living unprecedented times and not many can say that this pandemic is helpful. our economy is at an all-time low, thousands of people are dead, and more are going to die, and some more are going to get infected. our nurses & medical workers are risking their lives to help others and getting sick in the process. younger people ARE dying. we need to do the simple task of staying indoors, but also, reach out to your friends (visit them if conditions allow), stay safe, and let's beat up COVID-19's bitch ass. Thank you. I love you all, stay safe. :)

amandaschwarcz

this message may be offensive
this quarantine is a real trying time for so many. we are living unprecedented times and not many can say that this pandemic is helpful. our economy is at an all-time low, thousands of people are dead, and more are going to die, and some more are going to get infected. our nurses & medical workers are risking their lives to help others and getting sick in the process. younger people ARE dying. we need to do the simple task of staying indoors, but also, reach out to your friends (visit them if conditions allow), stay safe, and let's beat up COVID-19's bitch ass. Thank you. I love you all, stay safe. :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HEADASS SELF! I LOVED THIS YEAR OF LIFE MORE THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD! Thank you to my friends for convincing me to throw an IT themed party and for spoiling me. I don't deserve it. 17 years ago, I exited the birth canal. WOO FOR FETUS EXTRACT DAY!!

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Hey, so I wanted to come on here and say: updating and writing in general has been hard since my boyfriend broke up with me last Wednesday. I feel so distraught and betrayed right now. I don't know how I'm suppose to love anyone as deeply as that every again. I miss him most days but I also know it's better this way and a part of me feels like he lied to me. I don't want to go into any details but just know, I'm so numb and so distraught that my heart can't even attempt to type words, let alone, try to make them good. I feel so childish for typing this update because this isn't something I like to admit, but this is the worst heartbreak I've ever experienced.

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I just wanted to update all of you on the lack of updating: junior year is kicking me in the rear and I write as often as I can. The writer blocks' on my stories have been going away so I'm super glad to have that gone. And I met an amazing boy whom I have fallen completely and crazily in love with and it's scaring me but exciting me so things have been a roller coaster of emotions and projects, so please bear with me, loves. xoxo

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so I know this is known for all of my 5SOS account with fan fiction but who cares? There is a secret I have been keeping: I HAVE FALLEN HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH A 6'4 GIANT BILL SKARSGARD so he will be in a story coming soon because my ovaries can not survive without it. ASHTON AND HIM ARE MAIN MEN NOW, OKAY? K.

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I already tweeted about this but I thought you should hear it on here in a more real and direct way than through social media. 
          For those of you who were active readers of "Double Trouble", I regret to inform you that I had to discontinue 'Double Trouble', which was a really hard decision for myself to make :( It was my second book I had ever put my soul and heart into but unfortunately, it wasn't challenging me as an author anymore, so I had to make the professional decision and end it. It wasn't the easiest choice. I cried a few tears while clicking that 'unpublish' button :'( I know some people loved that book and trust me, I loved the characters like they were real people that I had come to know and understand but this is just something I had to do. It doesn't mean that any of my other older books, such as "Luke Ever After" is still an exciting and challenging book for me to write and plot. It's apart of me too much to give up, but 'Luke Ever After' will be the second longest out of all of my books, second behind: "In 4 Years Time." Levi & Adeline will forever be apart of my writing family but they will be closing their chapter prematurely as I explore my writing strengths in other publications. I talked to them about it, Levi was hesitant but I offered her some free vodka and she had to accept. Adeline respected the decision but wept for a few minutes but then drank two bottles of beer and then forgot about it, but "Double Trouble" will live on, just will never see the print or the stardom as I hope for my other publications that I love and pride myself more than this measly book: All of my remaining fanfiction are each a part of my soul and have been crafted by my blood, sweat and tears. Please enjoy & thanks for understanding, my dudes. 100 times love you <3

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So I have been absent from the world of Wattpad for mental health reasons. I have been going through a ton of problems with my self-esteem and self-worth so I needed to take a break from my writing and focus on myself. But to my mistake, writing with the amount of love I have from all of my readers, has helped me immensely, so I'm so grateful for everything. And I think my mental health is good enough to try to fight off writer's block and breeze through some new content for you all. Happy Holidays from my family to yours, and if you don't got a family, welcome to mine. <3

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So because today is my love's birthday (Ashton Irwin), I've decided to do a one time release of chapters from my books. So I had a secret book in the process but I thought I would release it today as a special honor for Ashton's birthday ;) & since today is my bestest friend whose my internet buddy, Adelle's bday too, I thought that I will release the prologue of San Francisco ❤️ that doesn't mean I'm going to be updating them all of the time, no, just a little present for you guys for my love for these two beautiful and pure souls