amanwhile
Imagine not being the biggest fan of your artist friend :(
Wdym you're giving me ur account now? I've been ur admirer, the very verbal admirer of ur works for five years.
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I'm learning how to make granny squares.
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I'm an intruder
Peace099
Not an intruder, just distinct
amanwhile
My heart sank
amanwhile
I'm an intruder
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I feel like I scrape a new skin each day, I'm a shell of whatever I once thought I was.
How strange it is to be anything at all.
amanwhile
"I've come to love the idea of skinwalkers and doppelgangers not as a horror entity but as one of great sorrow. When a person is so lost or so anguished, they manifest something into the world that looks, talks, smells and sounds like your missing soul, but is just off. A construct that knows it's fake but is there to comfort its creator as they begin to let go. It's why only one person typically sees a skin walker and why they impersonate your loved ones. You made them to replace the hole in your universe."
amanwhile
لمار حكتلي أنضب، لأن I was too comfortable with being such a loser around her.
ema_elric
@amanwhile I agree that sometimes one may need a push to stop feeling way too comfortable in their burrow of sadness
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I deserve to be seen for what I am. I wasn't hurt, actually I was glad that she ain't polishing what I do but seeing them for what they are: loser, lazy, and unworthy activities of someone who has every means and source to do and be better.
amanwhile
لأسباب خارجة عن رغبتي وإرداتي تغير نظامي الغذائي بالكامل من شي شهر، صراحة أكل ال gym rats مش بالسوء إلي تصورته.
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@ema_elric Actually idc about being prediabetic, I just wanna get a little bit skinny :(
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@ema_elric I'll die by thirty hopefully لا تفاول علي بطول العمر
ema_elric
@amanwhile Eating healthy to live a longer SAD life
amanwhile
There's really just one thing that we have in common, neither of us will be missed.
Saint Bernard sits at the top of the driveway
You always said how you loved dogs, I don't know if I count,
but I'm trying my best when I'm howling and barking these songs.
amanwhile
مرات بتحكي شو الهبل إلي كنت بعمله بعدين بترجع للهبل إلي كنت تعمله.
amanwhile
@ema_elric Let's get matching ones please, I'll put ur initials on mine and take ur last name bc it's cooler than mine.
ema_elric
@amanwhile I need it on my gravestone
amanwhile
My favourite thing recently is sharing my family lore with people who never experienced having uncles who shoot each other's kids. Wdym you don't do that in ur family? My cousin burnt my grandma's house.
amanwhile
Is it oversharing when you have nothing interesting to share
amanwhile
I think about my late cat every day. It has been two months, and I cry daily. I believed that this grief would lessen over time, but the only change is that it has become more intense.
amanwhile
إلي عم يخلي كل هاد أصعب، إنه ما فيني أحزن بركني لحالي بدون ما حدا ينتكشني، لأنه مر شهرين، وهاي مجرد قطة، في بشر بموتوا كل ثانية، وأنت بتبكي كل يوم على قطة؟
amanwhile
Losing her altered my reality, and I've never been the same since, something in my brain switched off.
amanwhile
مرات بفكر إنه ما عاد عندي القدرة أو الرغبة باقتناء أي حيوان أليف بعدها، ما حدا رح بكون زي حبيبتي، ولو تعلقت بواحد تاني قد ما تعلقت فيها وخسرته، ما أظن رح أقدر أتحمل كل هالوجع.