Hey I'm in a similar situation with an Australian guy too, I also met him on omegel . How far are you and James as in distance ? And I think you can work out with him, even if you don't think you're beautiful, (he obviously does)that doesn't mean you're not good enough for him , I feel the same way sometimes like how come Someone like him can ever take an interest in me. But i realize these thoughts aren't worth it. Why compare yourself to someone who you think is good for him who's not even there , you are there and he thinks you're good enough for his love. And I don't think love is about being good enough for someone, it's about showing them you love them in various ways. I can tell you love him by you taking the time to write this story about him. Maybe you're just scared that you'll fall to deeply to have it all swept away, and that " good enough " is really a way of saying maybe he'll find a different person and not want to stay. I don't think you should end things with him because of your insecurities with yourself, if you are to move on from him it should be because something is wrong with the relationship or he's not treating you right . I'm sorry it's a big rant but I feel like you need to know you're worth it. I'm insecure about a lot of things myself and I'm trying have to get better at it. I hope we can be friends since you seem like someone I could relate to.
