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@MaraDraugr3710 I have absolutely no motivation. I have no idea what to do but that is okay. I think I might just I don’t know. There’s something like on Pinterest and it’s basically where you know when you’re right or when you write for about 15 minutes and then you just go into hibernation for like 10 months I think I might just end up doing that. I mean, I’ve already started it.
            
            
            I think when we do get in those moods, it’s just overstimulated ourselves or whatever the word is. I don’t know. It’s some big psychology word and it’s like something is screaming for a break but then the irritation and all the emotions mixing with it and yeah you wouldn’t wish it on your worst enemy and yeah petty as hell as well honestly everything you’re saying is so relatable and I’m still very much sleep deprived so
            
            i’ve been doom scrolling non-stop that’s literally just what I do every day the first thing I do when I wake up is go on TikTok well actually no that’s a lie. I have some of my vape. I make a coffee and then I look at my notifications, go on TikTok go on Wattpad and then want to go back to sleep, but I can’t pretty boring pretty basic pretty predictable but life is life. 
            
            
            I mean, I suppose so because with their edit part if you do end up watching it I suppose it does spark inspiration but for me it sparks like a 15 second scenario and it’s always different depending on the song you know it’s like it’s a really weird feeling, but I think it’s like a daydream thing I don’t know what it is.
            

@MaraDraugr3710 don’t worry I completely understand bad Wi-Fi is the worst. I’m often delaying responses as well. It’s never intentional but you can’t help it if you have bad Wi-Fi.
            
            
            
            i’ve still not written anything or published anything. The creative block is so bad right now I can’t even read like I physically cannot even be bothered to do it because then I think and I picture it and it just makes me think oh my God I can’t do this . I’m reading someone else’s work whilst my own work is rotting away honestly I feel lazy as hell but I also don’t really care I mean obviously I do care but right now as of today I’m finally watching season two of Jujutsu Kaisen that came out on Netflix the 1st of May. I didn’t mean to watch it on the first but life happens stuff happened and I couldn’t so I started watching it today.
            

@amberandshadow I'm sorry for the delayed response, totally wasn't tryin to ignore you, Wi-Fi was spotty as hell where I was staying- wasn't even able to update, smh
            
            
            I do get that feeling, at least somewhat. I literally only writing based on what I'm hyper focused on then, and I literally. Inge write it, type within a couple of weeks because that's when I typically got a new story idea for something else. 
            
            I get in those moods when my brain is stuck in limbo and can't focus on anything long enough to do anything. I try and I just suddenly get so tired my brain just shuts down when trying. It's a feeling I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, well, I mean I would but I'm also petty as hell lmao
            
            Usually doomscrolling edits of some of my favorite shows or interests helps, tries to get the brain back into again¿
            
            Especially when your having trouble trying to get in the mind set of a certain character or fight scenes, watching edits could help, I do that too a lot when writing fight scenes to help incorporate more intricate maneuvers and whatnot
            
            
            And nah I can do discord, honestly I much prefer that to any other app. Esp Snapchat, that ones always pissed me off. I used to use instagram but idk, I deleted it one to save space on my phone and never bothered getting it back
            
            I get the fried brain, some days literally just feels like purgatory on earth
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@MaraDraugr3710 I know

@amberandshadow I feel this, that's when I usually find myself dissociated like an hour later. Let those friends know, you made them, you can erase them, they are they for your entertainment. That's their rent fee!

honestly, whatever is happening, they need to fix it 

@amberandshadow it could be abandoned or lost accounts being deleted I've seen it happen on other accounts or Wattpad doing some BS again but idk 

yeah, no, that’s literally my guess as well, but it’s so annoying if that’s the case because people think well it’s my thinking anyway that they’re following me but I’m not following them so what’s the point of them following me and you see how that loses followers? 

@amberandshadow that's happening to my account as well, my guess is Wattpad just has a limit to how many people you can follow but I'm not sure what's going on and why its doing that </3