amberandshadow

Forbidden thighs have a secret charm. 
          For every charm you fall for you go more down the hole. 
          For each breath you lose using magic you pay a price What that is you lose to gain is most unknown. 

Question when you think of sinful wanting what though crosses your mind. First though. 

Currently, college is killing me to the point where I can’t even functionally write or keep on top of one simple project when I have so many

Raises hands, bat over shoulder. I confess I did it, relax, darling. I like pretty little things with sharp tongues. Oh, get over it. You were never a bloody Mikaelson.
          
          
          
          I watched The Vampire Diaries. I watched The Originals. I’ve binged watched each of them like six times, and now, years later, after not watching them for so long, I saw an edit of Kol on TikTok, and I don’t know what it did to me, but it just—it’s sparked something. And now I can’t focus on anything else. I mean, the hyperfixation—it’s bad, and it made me realise I actually like him more than Klaus or Elijah. I feel like they get all the spotlight. I mean, who doesn’t like a psychotic maniac? I definitely got a type. Red flags, but if they look like Kol Mikaelson, it’s okay.

To be honest, I think I’m just going to stick with writing Lost Boys fanfiction instead of constantly trying to learn the entire lore, characters, worlds, and universes of other fandoms.
          
          Because with Santa Carla and everything surrounding The Lost Boys, it’s simple: I understand vampires, I know the characters, I’m familiar with the world, and for some reason my Lost Boys stuff seems to get popular pretty quickly.
          
          So honestly, I think that’s the universe itself telling me: stick with what you know.
          
          I’d rather keep writing characters I already know well and focus on making my writing better instead of spending hours researching another fandom, learning every tiny detail, trying desperately to get everything accurate, pouring my heart and soul into it… only for it to get posted and immediately die in a ditch with three views. 
          
          Learning other fandoms is definitely good for experience, though. It helps you grow as a writer and learn different styles and worlds.
          
          But at the same time, there’s something to be said for writing what you actually know and enjoy.
          
          So yeah.
          
          Lost Boys it is.
          
          Apparently Santa Carla has claimed me. 

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Bite Me Harder: A (Marko) Lost Boys Fanfiction
          
          This fanfiction is finished and complete. It’s done, and now it’s time to move on to other projects.

Can I just say your writing is probably the best I've seen on this app it is incredible and the Henry bowers book had me hooked for hours it was so good, I'm so sad I finished it because it was truly amazing. I wish there were more Henry bowers and Patrick hockstetter books out there like yours x

i’m seriously thinking about Re-vamping. Ideal for them, a 'Lost Boys' fanfiction titled 'Dark'. I mean, I wrote the fanfiction two years ago if my memory is right and I would think my writing has improved a lot since then.
          
          some days I just think about taking it down because like I can’t even read it because it just feels really cringe to me but then I realise people clearly like it so I won’t take it down but I am thinking about just refurbishing it Keep what it is at its core don’t change much just improve it.
          
          but it’s really hard to do it when I not only have so many drafts of so many other unpublished ideas. I also have a few fanfiction currently published that I have to pay attention to but how am I meant to pay attention to them when I don’t even know what to do next .