Amber

I'm not living, 
          just breathing.
          I'm not feeling, 
          just seeing.
          Watching from the outside,
          Voices are amplified.
          Emotions are heightened,
          I am frightened.
          Of what I feel,
          I am frightened.
          Of what I don't feel,
          I am frightened.
          Nothing feels real.
          I am frightened.

I have something really cliché to say.
          Ready to roll your eyes? Here we go.
          
          Please don't ever feel worthless or like life is not worth living anymore. 
          
          You think you're alone? You're not. You think you're crazy? Messed-up? There's always someone who feels what you're feeling, they probably just hide it, much like yourself.
          
          I've recently discovered something about one of my best friends, and I just want them to know that I "hear" them, they are never invisible. Not to me.
          
          So this goes to anyone reading this. You're not alone, and never feel afraid to speak out- real friends listen and help you. Whether that means they lend an ear when you rant, get help for you from someone else when they can't help, or just give you a hug. There is always someone willing to help you. 
          
          Thank you :)