amberrlee1009

Since Heeseung hasn't been treated well, or isn't been in the best conditions lately, I just wanna leave a message to my comfort source—Dear Heeseung,
          	
          	I don’t know what kind of day you’re having when you read this, but I hope you’re being a little kind to yourself. And if you’re not, that’s okay too—this is just a small reminder that you deserve that kindness anyway.
          	
          	You don’t always have to be strong. You don’t have to have everything figured out, and you don’t need to give more than you already have. It’s okay to feel tired. It’s okay to pause. None of that makes you any less meaningful or appreciated.
          	
          	What people admire about you has never been just talent or results. It’s the sincerity you carry, the effort you put in even when things are hard, and the way you keep showing up as yourself. That matters more than you probably realize, even on days when you feel low on energy or confidence.
          	
          	If it ever feels heavy, please remember this—there are people quietly cheering you on, no matter what pace you move at. You’re supported not because of what you do, but because of who you are. No pressure. No expectations. Just genuine care.
          	
          	So if today is a slow day, let it be slow. If you need rest, take it without guilt. And if you need encouragement, let this be it: you are already doing enough. You always have been.
          	
          	I hope you’ll feel your strength come back naturally, little by little. Brighter days are waiting for you, and when you’re ready, we’ll be right here—happy to see you, exactly as you are.
          	
          	Take care of yourself. Truly.
          	
          	Always rooting for you,
          	A fan who believes in you
          	
          	(posting this again, raising awareness of Bambi's condition and support need, love heeseung, hope you and all members get a break soon)

amberrlee1009

Since Heeseung hasn't been treated well, or isn't been in the best conditions lately, I just wanna leave a message to my comfort source—Dear Heeseung,
          
          I don’t know what kind of day you’re having when you read this, but I hope you’re being a little kind to yourself. And if you’re not, that’s okay too—this is just a small reminder that you deserve that kindness anyway.
          
          You don’t always have to be strong. You don’t have to have everything figured out, and you don’t need to give more than you already have. It’s okay to feel tired. It’s okay to pause. None of that makes you any less meaningful or appreciated.
          
          What people admire about you has never been just talent or results. It’s the sincerity you carry, the effort you put in even when things are hard, and the way you keep showing up as yourself. That matters more than you probably realize, even on days when you feel low on energy or confidence.
          
          If it ever feels heavy, please remember this—there are people quietly cheering you on, no matter what pace you move at. You’re supported not because of what you do, but because of who you are. No pressure. No expectations. Just genuine care.
          
          So if today is a slow day, let it be slow. If you need rest, take it without guilt. And if you need encouragement, let this be it: you are already doing enough. You always have been.
          
          I hope you’ll feel your strength come back naturally, little by little. Brighter days are waiting for you, and when you’re ready, we’ll be right here—happy to see you, exactly as you are.
          
          Take care of yourself. Truly.
          
          Always rooting for you,
          A fan who believes in you
          
          (posting this again, raising awareness of Bambi's condition and support need, love heeseung, hope you and all members get a break soon)

amberrlee1009

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no one is treated too good or too bad in enhypen. stop being so biased, toxic engenes.
          
          heeseung - supposedly the "ace", but no one sees how badly he's been treated (nowadays people finally realize)
          
          jay - barely noticed or talked about (according to me) despite being the one who lightens the group up
          
          jake - barelyappreciated for his vocal (and rap) skills, this guys deserves so much people say he's the secondbiased, but he's still not voted or viewed a lot
          
          sunghoon - same as heeseung, also people hated him for aura farming and "rying to fit in with the brainrot kids" and for teasing sunoo.. shut up yall
          
          jungwon - called bad leader, same as jake, people admire him but no one shows up when he needs. he's the one who loves engenes the most and he's the least biased.. (fuck whoever hurts him)
          
          sunoo/ni-ki - ...do i have to say anything? my ddeonu and riki :((

amberrlee1009

sunoo and ni-ki especially deserve the biggest apology... like.. im just so disappointed with what they had to face. and out of these two, i'll say ni-ki is more criticized and hated...
            
            uri maknae..
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amberrlee1009

i could lowk start a business where i make covers for people on wattpad judging from how obsessed i am with making them

amberrlee1009

@upperspooky lol, thank youuu!! i just made and changed it yesterday
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upperspooky

@amberrlee1009 I lovee the step boyfriend cover omdd
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amberrlee1009

FATAL TROUBLE + BAD DESIRE + SACRIFICE = NO WAY BACK

amberrlee1009

@LaylasMom_ stop am i just realizing or why does nwb sound like fate too??? and people are saying that knife sounds like future perfect+outside, like i DO NOT hear that!
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LaylasMom_

Nwb also reminds me of the intro song for Enhypen’s first album. I think it was called Walk The Line. But like the chorus of that
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LaylasMom_

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@amberrlee1009 THE BRIDGE IS SOOOOO FUCKING GOOD I was SPAMMING the listening party when it was playing
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amberrlee1009

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IT'S SO FUCKING HARD TO CHOOSE A FAVORITE SONGFROM THE SIN VANISH! LIKE, BRO THIS ME—
          
          before release - bgdc preview on repeat.
          the day of release - sleep tight on repeat
          after release - knife on repeat
          since yesterday - knife (heeseung ver.) on repeat
          now - stealer on repeat
          
          
          WHAT IS GOING ON???

LaylasMom_

@amberrlee1009 LMAO YES WHY ARE WE SCREAMING
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LaylasMom_

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@amberrlee1009 NO NO NO HEHEH I WASNT ATTACKING IM JUST SAYING ITS SOOO FUCKING GOODDDDD ALL OF THEM ARE
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amberrlee1009

@amberrlee1009 AND I LOVE HOW WE ARE TALKING ALL CAPS.. THE ENTHUSIASM WE SHOW FOR OUR FAVORITE SONGS~ DAMN
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amberrlee1009

Since Heeseung hasn't been treated well, or isn't been in the best conditions lately, I just wanna leave a message to my comfort source—Dear Heeseung,
          
          I don’t know what kind of day you’re having when you read this, but I hope you’re being a little kind to yourself. And if you’re not, that’s okay too—this is just a small reminder that you deserve that kindness anyway.
          
          You don’t always have to be strong. You don’t have to have everything figured out, and you don’t need to give more than you already have. It’s okay to feel tired. It’s okay to pause. None of that makes you any less meaningful or appreciated.
          
          What people admire about you has never been just talent or results. It’s the sincerity you carry, the effort you put in even when things are hard, and the way you keep showing up as yourself. That matters more than you probably realize, even on days when you feel low on energy or confidence.
          
          If it ever feels heavy, please remember this—there are people quietly cheering you on, no matter what pace you move at. You’re supported not because of what you do, but because of who you are. No pressure. No expectations. Just genuine care.
          
          So if today is a slow day, let it be slow. If you need rest, take it without guilt. And if you need encouragement, let this be it: you are already doing enough. You always have been.
          
          I hope you’ll feel your strength come back naturally, little by little. Brighter days are waiting for you, and when you’re ready, we’ll be right here—happy to see you, exactly as you are.
          
          Take care of yourself. Truly.
          
          Always rooting for you,
          A fan who believes in you

amberrlee1009

I've posted it on weverse, and Heesunjay are usually the ones who write comments on mine, so I really hope this reaches to heeseung no matter what.
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amberrlee1009

my THE SIN : VANISH fav song ranking!!
          
          1. Knife,  Stealer, Sleep Tight, BGDC, Lost Island, No way Back
          2. Stealer, Sleep Tight, BGDC, Lost Island, No way Back, Knife
          3. Sleep Tight, BGDC, Lost Island, No way Back, Knife, Stealer
          4. BGDC, Lost Island, No way Back, Knife, Stealer, Sleep Tight
          5. Lost Island, No way Back, Knife, Stealer, Sleep Tight, BGDC
          6. No way Back, Knife, Stealer, Sleep Tight, BGDC, Lost Island
          
          
          
          (also hee, jake, and ni-ki'sknife versions are SO good... im lowk obsessed especially with heeseung's)

amberrlee1009

this message may be offensive 
IT'S SO FUCKING HARD TO CHOOSE A FAVORITE SONG! LIKE, BRO THIS ME—
            
            before release - bgdc preview on repeat.
            the day of release - sleep tight on repeat
            after release - knife on repeat
            since yesterday - knife (heeseung ver.) on repeat
            now - stealer on repeat
            
            
            WHAT IS GOING ON???
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amberrlee1009

i see what i did there-
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LaylasMom_

You use chatGPT for your books, right? (GENUINELY NOT HATE PLEASE DONT BLOCK ME I THINK YOURE REALLY COOL STILL :C)

LaylasMom_

@amberrlee1009 hehehe that’s cool! When I was wayyy younger and I had another account, I also did that. Mainly because at that age I was an ass writer but had ideas T T
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amberrlee1009

@LaylasMom_ yeah, i used to, for books like Silent Dare, and Senior X Junior (but the original was written by me, and i used GEMINI to correct any grammatical errors or look for any spelling mistakes)
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