𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐀 𖤐

WHAT IS CHAT GOT, CHAT???

Renovating / fixing, so theres some changes!:3

I'm jumping off a building, i gotta stop thinking negatively abt myself man. 

i feel like i should just quit oml. 

I feel like dropping my books off because i didn't think that it would suit me at this point, I feel like i'm just so immature or is it the point that i'm feeling down LIKE???? haha.
          
          SOOO if you don't know July 22 is my roleplay birthday (i had trust issues so..) and yesterday was my birthday, yes. April 17. I'm acquainted to my classmates but i wouldn't call them as friends due to a reason (if you haven't seen my rent book i did a mistake and they took it for granted and didn't gave me a second chance so i had to be careful on what i do). I did expected that they won't know my birthday but like hshshshs i was friends with some of my classmates before, yes. before. tho it was like grade 2-3 or something, now like i said i did expected that they will forget. And in the following day when i went to school it was expected. They didn't greet me happy birthdays. Although it didn't hurt as much, but at home room (it's where we clean up or classroom or do other activities) i told my teacher that it was my birthday today, she greeted me so i felt happy. My other classmates did so too, following along. Tho everything went south when one of my new classmates (since i wasn't classmates with them on grade 2 or 3) asked my classroom president if it was actually my BIRTHDAY. And they replied with "Yes, it's her birthday." I'm not saying I'm ungrateful but if she knew she shouldn't had greeted me at some point, i just feel down because i have trust issues with people and this made me more insecure because my sister told me that my schoolmates think i was “ugly” and it just seems like my classmates likes to ignore me or stab me behind the back. I don't really know if i can keep up with my books, sorry. i just feel down.
          
          (this turned into a rent wtf) 

can i plz just kms bcz how long will i have you writers block???? *sobs*

Bro i left for like idk how many months bcs i forgot my password omfg. And now im back!!... yay.
          

On my worst, thinking if i should just continue writing or not....

Hello im almost finished in some chapters of different books (KILL ME IM SO DONE) i might upload it soon-^-
          
          (Bat pa ako nag puyat para dito)

Hello all, how are you? So im not quite sure if i can get ahold of my schedules because theres a lot of assignments, projects and performance tasks i need to do everything has a deadline and i am not sure if i can upload a single ass chapter IM LITTERALLY SORRY ALL... ITS SO TIRING AND IT TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY IN ME... I THINK I AM GOING CRAZY AT ONE POINT HAHAHAHAHAHAH AGHHH I WANT TO CRYY