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/⠀⠀cb a mood for a oneliner  ,,   &   pls let me be aggressive  >:((

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/⠀⠀i don't know what it is but the CHEMISTRY the OBC have with one another :  both onstage   &   offstage,  is IMMACULATE.   the way the boys are with the girls  ?   the way the hamilsquad is with each OTHER  ?   bro every time those dorks shared those tiny laughs  /  hugs,  or during other songs when they'd be off to the side,   just nudging each other  ?   I LOVE YOU BOYS   (  also herc + laf's synchronized moves,  ft. john in "the story of tonight reprise"  ??   I AM DECEASED.  )

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/⠀⠀TRIGGER   &   CHARACTER WARNING:⠀discussion of okuyasu's backstory    (    ft.  elements of verbal  +  physical abuse  ,   death   &   PTSD.   also  ,   contains spoilers for DIU.    )
          
          i've been rewatching DIU scenes in an attempt to get my muse back for okuyasu  ,   &   in the process of doing so  ,   i have initiated okuyasu brain rot that i don't know how to stop.   so  ,   in exchange for me getting muse  ,   y'all are about to get a post of me yelling about okuyasu.
          
          okay so  ,   i hate when people erase okuyasu's back story   ++   character  /  character development in exchange for making him an idiot   &   an idiot only.   yes  ,   apart of okuyasu's character is being DUMB  ,   something that is constantly made present throughout the part    (    i'm not trying to say he's a genuis  ,   because he's not.    )    but  ,   okuyasu is    /    WAY    /    more than just the comic relief or the idiot that trails the protagonist around.   REMINDER  ,   that okuyasu's childhood was anything but peachy keen.   okuyasu's mother died when he was barely old enough to properly comprehend the situation.   not only that  ,   but he was as young as FOUR when his father began abusing him   &   keicho as the family financially struggled.
          
          when he was only SEVEN  ,   he had to watch his father slowly become a deformed creature    —    one that couldn't be destroyed no matter what.   he had to result in taking care of his father alongside his brother   ,,    who no longer became the caring   &   supporting crutch to him    —    instead resulting to verbally abusing   &   degrading okuyasu as time went on.   this resulted in okuyasu becoming dependent on keicho for an answer to every logic  -  based decision.   HIS OWN BROTHER  ,   was someone who told okuyasu that he should leave the decision making to others    —    he's the primary reason that okuaysu has no faith in himself to make his own decisions  ,   &   the reason that okuyasu constantly degrades himself    ...

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(contin.)   tbh i wouldn't have even read this entire thing  ,,   but if you simply skimmed it  ,   just remember what i said   &   consider taking it to heart.   ily guys   ,,    now imma get ready to portray my baby boy.   also  ,   the spelling errors are probably horrendous within this gn
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(contin.)   tbh i wouldn't have even read this entire thing  ,,   but if you simply skimmed it  ,   just remember what i said   &   consider taking it to heart.   ily guys   ,,    now imma get ready to portray my baby boy.
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(contin.)   (    potentially causing self  -  esteem issues which he keeps hidden.    )    through befriending the morioh gang  ,   okuyasu now has more positive   &   encouraging surroundings  ,   yet that doesn't change the fact that from his youth to the age of sixteen  ,   he was surrounded by negative aspects  ,   words   &   actions.
            
            ALSO  ,   okuyasu canonically DIES.   he gets a hole blown into his side  ,   &   then proceeds to bleed out from the wound.   yes  ,   josuke uses crazy diamond to heal him  ,   but despite the stand's ability  ,   okuyasu was already DEAD.   his body was healed  ,   yet okuyasu had already DIED.   it is stated that he was no longer BREATHING   &   his pulse was nowhere to be found.   we even find out that okuyasu was on the brink of life   &   death  ,   &   only survived due to his decision to return to the living world.   crazy diamond didn't bring okuyasu back to life    —    crazy diamond just healed the wounds of an already dead person.
            
            &   regarding his death  ,   we don't hear about it again    (    because shortly after this  ,   kira is defeated   &   the part comes to a close    )    ,,   but i believe that the effects of such a thing wouldn't be easily dismissed.   dying   &   coming back to life isn't something light to look over  ,   &   it could easily cause PTSD for okuyasu  ,   alongside many nightmares   &   other things to follow    (    but that's a headcanon   &   a talk for another post.    )
            
            IN THE END  ,   okuyasu isn't a character who should be taken lightly.   yes  ,   he can be an idiot  ,   &   yes he's funny at times.   but he's more than JUST THAT.   he's a character with so much development   &   a heavy backstory    —    things that shouldn't be erased just so he can be painted as ONLY an idiot   ++   clown.   okuyasu is a wonderful character  ,   &   though i'm INCREDIBLY biased  ,   he really does need more love   &   appreciation.   i'm well aware that this rant was scrambled  ,   &   ...
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/⠀⠀TRIGGER   &   CHARACTER WARNING:⠀discussion of okuyasu's backstory    (    ft.  elements of verbal  +  physical abuse  ,   death   &   PTSD.   &   spoilers for DIAMOND IS UNBREAKABLE   ,,    duh.    )
          
          i've been rewatching DIU scenes in an attempt to get my muse back for okuyasu  ,   &   in the process of doing so  ,   i have initiated okuyasu brain rot that i don't know how to stop.   so  ,   in exchange for me getting muse  ,   y'all are about to get a post of me yelling about okuyasu.
          
          okay so  ,   i hate when people erase okuyasu's back story   ++   character  /  character development in exchange for making him an idiot   &   an idiot only.   yes  ,   apart of okuyasu's character is being DUMB  ,   something that is constantly made present throughout the part    (    i'm not trying to say he's a genuis  ,   because he's not.    )    but  ,   okuyasu is    /    WAY    /    more than just the comic relief or the idiot that trails the protagonist around.   REMINDER  ,   that okuyasu's childhood was anything but peachy keen.   okuyasu's mother died when he was barely old enough to properly comprehend the situation.   not only that  ,   but he was as young as FOUR when his father began abusing him   &   keicho as the family financially struggled.
          
          when he was only SEVEN  ,   he had to watch his father slowly become a deformed creature    —    one that couldn't be destroyed no matter what.   he had to result in taking care of his father alongside his brother   ,,    who no longer became the caring   &   supporting crutch to him    —    instead resulting to verbally abusing   &   degrading okuyasu as time went on.   this resulted in okuyasu becoming dependent on keicho for an answer to every logic  -  based decision.   HIS OWN BROTHER  ,   was someone who told okuyasu that he should leave the decision making to others    —    he's the primary reason that okuaysu has no faith in himself to make his own decisions  ,   &   the reason that okuyasu constantly    ...