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my anxiety comes off as frustration
get overwhelmed when things don't necessarily go as i intended and while im trying to process im thrown off and a bit flustered and that usually perceived as irritable
reflecting on this past year i accept all i've experienced, it's all been a part of my growth
this is the part where i wish i had more of my social circle in closer proximity to me so that i don't completely lose myself like what's happening now
the older u get, the more u realize, length of friendship doesn't determine the value of it, it's ab who makes u feel seen, heard, understood, appreciated, loved and supported, well basically get someone that's mature enough (who wants to grow w u in all aspects and chooses u when it might not be the easiest choice) and in these times that's rare to find one; that's precisely why u need to be ur own cheerleader
the sooner u realize that 'not everyone deserves a seat at the table of ur life', the better and quality people u'll have in ur life !! relationships are constantly revolving and it's okay to cut ties w those who don't align w u and keep the higher vibrations around
i personally have lost so many people on my healing and growth journey (so grateful for them), it doesn't mean they're bad people, as far as i know, they grow as well (in a different way) and its just that life just moves on, different phases, take the teachings from all of them and look forward, not in the rear view mirror
'sometimes in life, as we grow, friends go', friendship itself is a two street, i used to hold onto friendships bcs of how long i've known the person, completely blinded by how that wasn't good for me
