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I don’t need the past to repeat itself. But I can’t ignore that they helped build the person I am today. You don’t just erase that kind of influence just because you stop speaking. 
          
          Maybe that’s the real definition of maturity. It’s accepting that people can matter immensely and still leave. You learn to carry their memory differently, not as a lingering presence, but as evidence of where you've been. It’s bound to happen. We change too much in one lifetime to keep the exact same company. Outgrowing people is just part of the process.

may every sunset u see be a gentle reminder to slow down, appreciate the beauty around u, and fill ur heart with peace

my anxiety comes off as frustration

reflecting on this past year i accept all i've experienced, it's all been a part of my growth

this is the part where i wish i had more of my social circle in closer proximity to me so that i don't completely lose myself like what's happening now

the older u get, the more u realize, length of friendship doesn't determine the value of it, it's ab who makes u feel seen, heard, understood, appreciated, loved and supported, well basically get someone that's mature enough (who wants to grow w u in all aspects and chooses u when it might not be the easiest choice) and in these times that's rare to find one; that's precisely why u need to be ur own cheerleader