
outtahell
(Don’t) look at me like that.

outtahell
[He seems to mutter something underneath his breath—gaze averted from his teammate as he seems to disappear in his own mind; (NOT A CHILD) is all that seems to cut through the air, [louder] than the rest of his protests. He’s plastered; feels the way the world seems to spin, like at any time it’s going to crumble and swallow him whole. (LIKE THE ODIN STRIKE DAY). Everywhere he walks feels unstable, twists his stomach in an uncomfortable way, bodily fluids churning as the familiar sting and urge to (vomit) come back. Logan swallows (hard) to keep all of it down as he seems to come to—perhaps it’s not him being plastered, and it’s just his mind playing cruel tricks on him, like it always does.] That—look. Pity. Confusion. The way Hesh and my father look, my extended family—everybody I’ve ever known and met. You were the only one who— [HIS FACE TWISTS; Unreadable as he leans into the touch to be steadied, his stomach keeps churning and a part of him realizes that maybe it’s (anxiety) and not just the drinks.] —never treated me like that, or looked at me like that.
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[K.P.R]: @outtahell, LOOK AT YOU LIKE WHAT LO? YOU’RE LOSING ME KIDDO, AND YOU’RE DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS. HEAD BACK INSIDE. [a summer night, naturally damp &&. sticky. accompanied by mosquitoes and cicadas’s singing, galore. Keegan, (ever so blissful.) is floating on a cloud, dozing off under the night sky. A hand splayed against his t—shirt (… damp, he opts to remove it.) The other digging in his jorts in search of a lighter. There’s a quick, forlorn, glance thrown towards the man in the doorway. (Tonight wasn’t the right night.) Logan was tucked to bed, as per usual … But it wasn’t a usual night, was it? For the first time in a while, Keegan lights a cigarette. Then comes to Logan’s side, steadying him by the shoulder.] HOWDY SLEEPY HEAD, Y’LOOK LIKE SHIT. DON’T TELL ME YOU NEEDED ME BY YOUR SIDE! ━━━━ I’M HONORED.
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