amjealousofjkstummy

Having mood swings already AND then your post menstrual mood swings comes and you've this URGE to beat the shít out of every freaking one that's come near you and the same kolaveri to punch yourself too but there's this tiny bit of sane part inside your brain reminds you that it's not right to do so and you hold onto that tiny part like your life depends on it (it is)... And there is this mind of mine that reminds me of the shitty things that I deliberately want to forget about like a train and I blame myself for everything and anything and wanted to cry out loud but unfortunately, I'm in my hostel room that I share with 3 others...
          	
          	Yeah, life is acting like a bítch to me (:
          	(Wanted to say more but stopping here for now. Just wanted to pour my stupid mind somewhere.. sorry you've to see this)

amjealousofjkstummy

Having mood swings already AND then your post menstrual mood swings comes and you've this URGE to beat the shít out of every freaking one that's come near you and the same kolaveri to punch yourself too but there's this tiny bit of sane part inside your brain reminds you that it's not right to do so and you hold onto that tiny part like your life depends on it (it is)... And there is this mind of mine that reminds me of the shitty things that I deliberately want to forget about like a train and I blame myself for everything and anything and wanted to cry out loud but unfortunately, I'm in my hostel room that I share with 3 others...
          
          Yeah, life is acting like a bítch to me (:
          (Wanted to say more but stopping here for now. Just wanted to pour my stupid mind somewhere.. sorry you've to see this)

amjealousofjkstummy

Can anyone know how to gain the courage to  take a beating? 
          Just because I'm afraid I'll get a slap or something, I shut my mouth and never say what I want.. I need to change that behaviour of mine..

amjealousofjkstummy

@jinzdick ikr n that's exactly why I want to be more brave
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jinzdick

@amjealousofjkstummy tbh keep that behaviour. Always prioritize yourself cuz you will get too many situations where you get to see others needs first..so in places you feel like your priorities matter more for yourself then stand for yourself cuz no one ever will.
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amjealousofjkstummy

I miss those days where I text my girls here in dms 
          
          Miss all thatಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

taekookXxSell

@amjealousofjkstummy ( ⌣́,⌣̀)\(^◡^ )
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amjealousofjkstummy

@taekookXxSell ikrಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
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taekookXxSell

@amjealousofjkstummy olden days sounds golden for me nowww ಠ﹏ಠ
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amjealousofjkstummy

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Have a headache and it's terrible... I've IT practicals internal tomorrow and now I feel like shit><

amjealousofjkstummy

@keerthanasmr8 yeah.. you too <333
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keerthanasmr8

@amjealousofjkstummy Same here XD That headache right before the exam. But stay strong. We'll be okay! ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡
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