amnesiacist
I am sometimes so embarrassed when I look back at my 2012-2015 fangirl phase. I even cringe at whatever the heck I had written at that time. But there is really no point in trying to erase them. It would mean that I want those years in my life to vanish, which I definitely do not. For those growing years were what had eventually helped me become the me I am now. So, I just laugh at the silly 14 y/o me's naive works, thinking how cute and little I might have been and move on.