Might not be here anymore on this account. It was fun while it lasted. You all may not know me well enough to be intrigued in why, but the thought that roleplaying could correspond with my school schedule was wrong -- and so was my choice to take 4 honors and one ap class this year, plus two regular classes which can be difficult -- choir, being getting ready for concerts and psychology being a whole new topic and world to learn about. The stress just added up where i did not want to go to school and my anxiety has made me worry about not getting into college as my grades drop. I have a teacher who is ap (advanced placement) and he tells us that if we dont take 5 ap classes throughout high school, colleges wont want us or that if we make one mistake in his class he'll kick us out. So today, i finally broke and went to a caring teacher who called my family and now im gonna get out the class, thank gosh. Roleplaying used to be my favorite activity but like, it isnt as appealing because life situations get in the way. Always. Thats why i regret wishing to grow up when i was younger. Now that im finally 16, i regret wasting my childhood, hoping id grow up faster.
Youre probably questioning why i wrote this.. Well, one, i dont usually reply which i feel bad about -- and two, this community was always my escape that i could count on for years when things got dark. Id love to spread love and help others become happy while roleplaying and give out intriguing scenes, fun roleplays to do and even help people ooa, but ive lost my will to do many things and one of them being rp.
I just needed to write about this somewhere. Ive been on here since 2012 and honestly, i'll never regret the day i joined here or meeting everyone i have. It was all worth it. So thank you to everyone.
