ampossible013

Dear readers,
          	
          	I'm sure everyone realized that I have 'disappeared'. It has been almost 3 weeks since I last posted something. 
          	
          	I am currently in hiatus and I'm unsure whether I am going to continue writing Toruka fics. I still have a bunch of them all incomplete, then the rumour broke out and I was so disappointed knowing that Toruka is not real. 
          	
          	This is the reason why I wrote "Becoming You", my heart was hurting while writing it. I found myself reluctant to continue with this ship. 
          	
          	I need some time to let myself forget about this and to let this rumour die down furthermore. Even better I need clarification from either sides whether they are dating or not. 
          	
          	I might be leaving this fandom because all these years shipping this couple, I slowly discovered how toxic and broken this fandom can be just because of different ships and opinions towards their music.
          	
          	"Becoming You" might be my last toruka fic, the feeling when I saw the rumour was beyond terrible. I feel so stupid being so affected by this just because I ship toruka so hard. 
          	
          	I might write fics in the future but for different fandoms. Let fate play its part. 
          	
          	Till our paths cross again,
          	Kay

ampossible013

Dear readers,
          
          I'm sure everyone realized that I have 'disappeared'. It has been almost 3 weeks since I last posted something. 
          
          I am currently in hiatus and I'm unsure whether I am going to continue writing Toruka fics. I still have a bunch of them all incomplete, then the rumour broke out and I was so disappointed knowing that Toruka is not real. 
          
          This is the reason why I wrote "Becoming You", my heart was hurting while writing it. I found myself reluctant to continue with this ship. 
          
          I need some time to let myself forget about this and to let this rumour die down furthermore. Even better I need clarification from either sides whether they are dating or not. 
          
          I might be leaving this fandom because all these years shipping this couple, I slowly discovered how toxic and broken this fandom can be just because of different ships and opinions towards their music.
          
          "Becoming You" might be my last toruka fic, the feeling when I saw the rumour was beyond terrible. I feel so stupid being so affected by this just because I ship toruka so hard. 
          
          I might write fics in the future but for different fandoms. Let fate play its part. 
          
          Till our paths cross again,
          Kay

ampossible013

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Dear readers, 
          
          Will not be posting stories in Wattpad for a while, will still be writing but probably not as much as I did for the past few weeks. 
          
          I'm now on the verge of giving up my Wattpad and my A03 account, on the verge of giving up writing Toruka fanfics. My Wattpad debut started off pretty well, but it's now going downfall. A03 was worse, I was being unnoticed until now - hardly got any comments under my works, let alongside the inconsistent number of kudos that I get. I'll be frank here, I'm really really disappointed seeing 6 months of my hard work goes unseen and unnoticed, not that I'm seeking for fame and that I live with the views of others, but sometimes you just need that little bit of acknowledgement to let yourself know that you're at the right track. 
          
          But I guess sometimes we'll just have to submit to our own terrible luck right? ;) 
          
          Thanks again for those who have been supporting me since the start, you won't know how much it means to me. But now the disappointment is building in so much in me and I don't think one or two words of encouragement is going to cheer me up. 
          
          - Kay 
          
          P. S I'm not writing this for the sake of attention. If you think I'm doing so, you can just leave and I won't give a fuck.

ampossible013

Dear readers,
          
          I am writing to inform you that I just posted a new story under the Baby Toru series! Go check it out if you haven't! 
          
          "Everyone inwardly is a little baby ready to be comforted, dotted and loved." 
          A lil one shot story to get my writer's block out of the way. Please drop me a comment after reading this story, I would like to know what do you guys think about this story. Happy reading! 
          
          Cheers, Kay

ampossible013

Dear readers,
          
          Instead of saying that I am making an announcement, it would be better to say that I am asking a question, and I need your suggestions.
          
          I am currently working on a new fic which will be a longer one than my recent stories. Not yet in the midst of drafting the story, I am still planning the storyline. Currently I am only in my first half of the story, and I have ran out of ideas to continue. Knowing that it will take a while for me to recover from my writer's block, and to finally find inspiration, I would like to ask if I should start writing the drafts of the story first while planning it at the same time. I know it takes time for ideas to simmer, so I was thinking of writing the story first, who knows maybe in the process of my writing new ideas will be out.
          
          I know readers are always excited for new stories in Wattpad, and I can assure you that, this story will be very different from the other Toruka stories you can find here. I am challenging a whole new writing style and a totally different plot.
          
          Updates for this story will be very slow, as I have mentioned above, I am still in the midst of planning. But what do you guys think? Would you like me to write this story and patiently wait for updates, or you prefer me to update every week which was what I did for 'My Angel' because I was already halfway of the story when I published the first chapter. 
          
          I need suggestions from you guys, especially from experienced writers here who have been here for a while. I am a very new starter, do correct me if I make any mistakes. 
          
          Looking forward to hear from you guys soon. I apologize for this long message, thank you in advance for taking the time to read this.
          
          - Kay

ampossible013

@totalsyndrome 
            I don't call myself as a slow writer cause I think I have been quite efficient in updating, but probably will slow down in this story, I'm not sure how readers will feel if I update my story every 2 weeks instead of one, if it's for me I will get impatient and slowly lost interest in the story I'm following (Sorry!) I'm currently trying to adopt the way that you suggested, to let myself write out a few scenes so that the idea will not fade away, which is why I am trying to constantly update my short stories series. 
            
            Thanks for your suggestion, definitely will ask again when I am having any concerns ;)
            
            - Kay
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ampossible013

@a_pathetic0524 I know I can do either ways, and I am in a dilemma as to which ways I should go. I am an impatient reader myself so I'm not sure if other readers will feel disinterested when writers stopped updating their work for a long time, definitely the feeling of waiting is harsh (provided my story has to be interesting enough to make them feel impatient haha!) So I really don't know.
            
            Okay I don't know that the above way you suggested is a way to counter a writer's block. Do you mean I should write and publish my chapters every week whether or not I have any good ideas in my mind? 
            
            Thanks for your suggestion. I will definitely look into it.
            
            -Kay
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ampossible013

Dear readers,
          
          I have just published a new story under a new series entitled "Toruka short story". 
          
          "Writer's block has been hard, especially when I have the inspiration to write a new story but didn't know how to start it or had a hard time continuing it. The longer the story the harder for me to continue. I am not a good story writer which sometimes I struggle in writing descriptively. I seemed to lose my momentum of writing. 
          
          Then I found a good way to practice my writing, which I think is beneficial for me in the future and to my readers as I'm sure they will like to read more Toruka stories, no matter short or long.
          
          This series will consist of different Toruka stories, mostly very short ones, some of them maybe a little longer. Each "chapters", again, are not connected hence you can feel free to read any chapter as you like. I will try to constantly update this series so do look forward for it." 
          
          It's a short story but I hope I can constantly update it, I will start writing whenever I have the inspiration, the stories written in this series might be also adapted for my future fics :)) Do look forward for it.
          
          - Kay