an_actual_horse15

Still living out of spite tbh

an_actual_horse15

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Bpd is No Joke. Having a favourite person ruined how i handle other friendships and being blocked. I was getting along well with someone and we shared and shipped ocs with eachothers so i thought we were Chill but guess not cause they blocked me out of nowhere. I bawled my eyes out over it even though we werent really friends yet but because this shit has been done to me before by people i thought were close + my FP did it too i assumed i did something wrong somehow.
          
          Thing is I dont know what i did so i cant learn and/or fix any bad behaviour from this if that makes sense which is another reason why i cried. 
          
          I dont know if anyone here still uses the app, its been years since i properly interacted wirh people on here bur yeah.
          
          Silly vent. Excuse typing errors i took off mh glasses.